Award Winners
NEHS sponsored two poetry slams this school year; here are the winners and runners-up.
Inarticulate and Eligible
By Victoria Malca-LecarosWinner of the CHHS Fall 2019 Poetry SlamI'm not in love with her
Because if I was, I would’ve noticed her hands.
How they’re thicker than you would think they’d be if
you’d just met her.
How they’re small and impossibly soft.
How rings make them look smaller, if that’s
even possible.
How gold and silver look fine, but rose makes her hands sparkle.
I would’ve noticed her eyes too.
How they can be grey or blue
depending on when I look at her, and my
thoughts when I look at her, and whether
or not I’m brave enough to face her while
she’s angry.
I would’ve noticed the white streaks that never
leave her irises, no matter how impatient she becomes.
It’s as if the light can’t part with her.
I would’ve noticed her laugh;
How it always sounds surprised,
like she’s shocked that such a sound could
be coming out of her.
I would’ve noticed how it comes out in short
gusts of wind that she timidly releases.
How loud it grows when she’s tired and how
bubbly it is when she’s just woken up.
I would’ve noticed how small her mouth is.
Not because she doesn’t have anything to
say, but rather because she chooses to be quiet.
She’s much too smart to waste her thoughts on the
people she has to deal with everyday.
I would’ve noticed her smile,
How I only remember seeing it a couple of times.
It’s only there if she isn’t able to laugh or
if she’s thankful she isn’t laughing.
She always covers her mouth.
I don’t see her laugh, I hear it.
I can’t hear her smile, but when I see it
my chest swells and the air is sucked out
of me and the world is suddenly behind me.
But this would only be if I was in love with her.
And I am not.
I don’t see the fact that her steps never have a bounce
because she doesn’t see the point in leaving the ground.
And don’t marvel at the thought that I’ve never
seen her feet!
I can’t tell her that I imagine her face on a daily basis.
How I wonder if she could ever handle the words I
wish to push into her.
I know her ears couldn’t handle them.
But perhaps if she let me love her, I could whisper
them into her mouth so quietly she wouldn’t be
able to hear them.
But I’d be content with the fact that she physically received them.
I know for a fact that I’d notice her hair.
How even tied back, it fills the space around her.
How it’s thin and fragile but somehow makes
Her look much stronger than she believes herself to be.
But of course if I loved her more than I care
to admit, I’d notice her skin.
I’d notice the tiny moles that dot her here and there.
I’d see that her cheeks have an invisible tan,
as if something decided she’d better stay
pale no matter how much sunlight she got.
I imagine she burns.
Or at least I would if I ever allowed myself to think
of you-
or her, rather-
If I didn’t love her, I’d have absolutely no
problem finishing this,
whatever this is,
and I don’t so…
Don’t worry .
My Little Box
By: Nicole GeraldoWinner of CHHS 2020Spring Poetry Slamconfident and loud
but secretly self conscious
when it comes to self love
i’m an expert and a novice
ugly, fat, and weird
trust me i’ve heard it all
but not from them, from me
it’s a box i’ve locked myself in
and i promise there’s no key
inside my little box
there’s a windows but no door
i can see outside and hear
but leaving?
what for?
outside my little box
there’s the hatred and bad
i protect myself in here
so i can never be sad
because what i hear and see
piece by piece, it cuts me open
like a vulture and it’s prey
the outside is just mercilessly potent
the questions in my head
will this fit?
can i do this ?
can i do that?
does he not like me because i’m fat?
they become defeating inside
and if it’s bad in here
inside my little box
i cant imagine
what’s beyond these four walls
and of course i have those moments
where i feel happy
beautiful and daring
but then, that’s when
i catch them staring and comparing
claws to my little box
walls threatening to fall
i hide by the corner
which is my emergency protocol
i fall silent
become completely unspoken
to protect myself from being
completely and utterly broken
some times i just dread
or who i am
or how i look
i look at that the tiny details that most people seem to overlook
so inside i stay
in my little box
where it is not safer
but it does hide my flaws
Refractive
By Aiden HallRunner-Up of the CHHS Fall 2019 Poetry SlamColorless, aren’t we? Anew with dread;
Invisible yet free- the infra red.
Alive are you? Existent and led;
Let passion ensue- truly red.
Curious are you? A prodding syringe;
Frightened but new- now orange.
Rising are you? Proud yet mellow;
May it prove true- for yellow.
Inept you say? Envious and keen;
The dark mustn’t stay- deemed green.
Falling are you? Dreams now removes;
The loss will subdue- how blue.
Cautious are you? Thoughts now flow;
Light has come through- bring indigo.
Revived are you? Sun hasn’t set;
Adventures shall brew- mighty violet.
Colorless aren’t we? Hold no regret;
Stronger to be- our ultra violet.
Poetry Slam
By James BristerRunner-Up of the CHHS Spring 2020 Poetry SlamMAMA SAID GET OUT THE
STREET SO I START MOVING
RIGHT
‘Cause the life that I’m living
it came with a price
I been all to myself since we
talked last time
Now I move by myself ain’t no one
by my side
I got to change my ways, got
to get odd that block tryna’ catch
all the plays
everyone in this life they just
tryna’ do better but I feel like
its sumn’ stuck in they way
Everybody want to live this life, until
they get locked up or ‘til one of they’re
loved ones die
And my cousin was living that life,
its crazy for real ‘cause he just came
home from doing 5
In the studio trying to get right,
Nu$avv Nu$avv I fell in love with
the mic
Only two ways to get out that life,
so I got to focus on rap I know
my future bright.