*The location I took the photo is Cedar Breaks National Monument, Iron County, Utah.
Joanne Russell (She/Her), 12th grade
Bio: I spent a year in residential treatment with no access to the outside world, which left me with a lot of time to admire my natural surroundings. At first, everything seemed glum and lifeless, but eventually, I learned to appreciate nature and the world untouched by human hands. It's like looking at even the dullest parts of life through rose-colored glasses, which is something everyone should learn to do.
The Big City
by Reese W.
Hello, I'm Reese. I'm in the 7th grade and love art. It's been my dream to do art since I was really young.
The person in my art is one of my characters. I really want to be a game designer or just work with art. I really like anime and watching all these people making gorgeous art; it’s what inspired me to make this.
Intrusive
I know I’m not a leading man,
I’m just the one out in the wings.
Just a broken little child who’s forgotten how to speak.
My wings are torn
So forlorn
Just a shitty, shattered mess
In the center of a jerkoff circle filled with sweaty men.
Now I admit, its a bit dramatic
a systematic
dismantlement
of all of my worst thoughts shouldn’t
Sound so anticlimatic but
let’s be pragmatic if you will imagine
A kid crumpled on the floor, ignored,
someone who let themselves fall
just to get attention
who would have broken a bone for a spare glance
someone who knows how selfish it is to want when
others have it worse, they
deserted their own moral code and I don’t
deserve any of this affection and
wouldn’t it be better for everyone around here if I just took a swan dive off the roof and
Breathe.
...
.
..
…
You see?
S ‘R’ C
Author’s note on poem Intrusive:
I have Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, (OCD) It’s not the most understood thing. If I had a nickel for every time I heard some neuro-typical off-handedly say “Oh I’m so OCD” when what they really mean is “I prefer things to be neat,” I’d be drinking soy lattes with Jeff Bezos. Even my own family has done it. I wrote this with the hope that sharing my experience can help to educate people on how OCD isn’t just getting slightly annoyed when a pencil isn’t straight. (Although that may be how it is for some people.) OCD can be vile and disgusting images and thoughts broadcast into your brain against your will. It can be sleepless nights spent scrubbing yourself raw in the shower because you don’t your family could be in danger. It can be fearing for your own safety and sanity. OCD, like all mental disorders, should be treated seriously and not mocked. Show some compassion, do your research, and think before you speak. Be kind.
Hole in the Ground (c. 2019)
by Joanne Russell (She/Her), 12th grade
If everything bad in life
was a big black hole in the ground,
would you avoid it best you could
or stand on the edge looking down?
Or maybe you wouldn’t even notice it
and live a life full of lies,
or be completely aware but strong enough
to simply walk on by