What If
WHAT IF SHE NEVER TORTURES ME ANYMORE?HOW WOULD I MANAGE?WHAT IF SHE NEVER NAILS MY TONGUE TO THE BATHROOMFLOOR?WHAT IF SHE WALKS AWAYLEAVING ME A-OK,HIDING EACH POWER TOOLWHY WOULD SHE BE SO CRUEL?I COULD STAB MY ARM MYSELFCOULD RIP MY TONSILS OUTCOULD SET MY HAIR AFLAMEI COULD SPRAY MY EYES WITH MACEBUT FACE THE FACT, WITHOUT HER,IT WOULDN'T BE THE SAME...
WEDNESDAY WILL DRINK AND THENSHE'LL BE HERSELF AGAINPUGSLEY (CONT’D)LUCAS WILL LEAVE HER BESO SHE CAN TORTURE MEJUST LIKE SHE ALWAYS DID'TIL THEN I'M JUST A STRANGE, FAT KID.
WEDNESDAY WILL DRINK AND THENSHE'LL BE HERSELF AGAINPUGSLEY (CONT’D)LUCAS WILL LEAVE HER BESO SHE CAN TORTURE MEJUST LIKE SHE ALWAYS DID'TIL THEN I'M JUST A STRANGE, FAT KID.