I Am the Kitten Lily
by: Kaelyn Hvidsten
I am the kitten Lily.
A farm cat’s daughter, the last of my litter,
bound by birth to Rosie, my dearest sister.
I am the conqueror of squirrel towers,
the foil of spring flowers,
and a terror to fairer feather-wearers.
Atop my carpeted throne,
I speak to you now as your Queen, your own.
There at your feet lies the treasure I seek —
a cupboard, containing my beloved BonkersTM treat.
Look into my eyes now, and tell me what you fear,
for you will know no harm, lest you deny me what’s here.
Look into my eyes, I say — protest is passé,
your defense will decay in the case of this catty cabaret.
Yes, your fingers grow ever nearer now,
I shall offer a bewitching “meow,”
for no one can resist the twitching
of my tail’s fluffy bough.
But— what’s this? Why do your fleshy paws falter?
No! Unhand me you fiend! Lift me no farther!
My BonkersTM awaits me, let me down!
Do not forsake the power of this lion’s crown!
I will not be coddled like one of your screaming spawn.
I have dangerous cousins that could wreak hell upon—
Oh, this is actually quite nice…
Fine, you may pet me, if that is your vice,
but you cannot conceal forever what is rightfully mine
or else you may find
the yarn ball of your years has reached the end of its twine.
Grasp of Iron
by: Sawyer Harvey
A trap a lie
a life to die
Flee and run
Don’t fight for fun
Yet no longer can you run so turn and fight
fight for life a lie it is not to cry for all is nigh
And as thy cannot fly thou is trapped wings clipped never to take flight
And so in thy mind take a flight fly along in craze for your end may be nigh
So scrape and ply so hard thy nails never lose their orange a tinge of time
Lost just as your mind in its wraps no wall to scrape to denote lights pass
Nor light to see to notice things grown in time heard not seen a grime
A thing built of time seeing in shadow or quick spurts of red not a torch but a head
So wait in line behind you lines watching your line fall in a line lost yet trapped
So thy will stay forevermore lost in thy head gaining craze lonely with mind of dead
Full to the brim yet stuck building pressure behind nine bars of six walls
Trapped in place three by three with nay good in thy mind but fading halls
And even those tinged by that incessant orange bled through thy time
A product of iron like the hand with which you held all in line
And the very bars that hold you nine by nine three by three for all your time
Thy hath no escape nor hope to hold nor strength to run all thy can do is sit and pine
So with no hope and a fallen line there is not to pine to but those bars nine by nine
A cube in which you sit three by three lost of hope last of a line
Fallen now yet to be forgot by all thy held in iron killed in iron lost for iron
Thy desire now hold thy tight as is its task a cube bars nine by nine three by three
Six walls of thy greed left to rust never to let thy free
So sit and watch a golden age a tinge of orange you so despise held back by lies
That now stand rusted just as the cage thy sit in festering in lies
Bars nine by nine to let thy see
Three by three wide to hold back thy tide
And six walls never to break never to let loose thy rage thy craze
So thy may never claim our halls built upon the ashes of yours
For here comes our golden age a tinge of orange held in thy nails and thy craze
An age of fire a light to behold and warmth to be kept never in haze
Far from thy cage of iron and it’s creeping cold where thy hands have lost their grasp
A grasp of iron never beholden to gold
God Came to Me in the Bathtub . . .
by: Kaelyn Hvidsten
God came to me in the bathtub the other day
naked, shaken,
colorless,
i sat at knifepoint,
thinking about how quickly the fireworks fade
when my gaze is glued to the rearview mirror.
He told me He loved me
He said,
“If you want me to get in the tub,
if you want me to sit next to you,
you have to move over”
he was there that night, too –
the night i can’t seem to kill.
he was there,
sitting next to me.
holding me on the lifeguard tower,
he said,
“tell me something you’ve never told anyone before.”
the summer stars and i simply smiled.
he told me he loved me.
as i stood in my bathroom,
dripping diamond,
rust pooling at my toes,
i looked at myself
for the first time
He wiped the fog from the mirror
and from my eyes,
and traced the edges of my nose, lips, chin
“Beautiful,” He breathed
i felt his breath on the roof that night, too –
the shingles and the whole world beneath us.
my head on his chest,
i said,
“i hope you know how important you are to me.”
he and the summer stars simply stared in silence.
and the world below us began to turn.
the leaves and i flushed red.
a chill pressed against the languid air.
and i teetered alone,
at knifepoint.
He was there as his car
disappeared around the corner,
kicking up ashen leaves
He held my hand
when my friend said,
“he’s gone.”
i climbed into my bathtub,
feeling the gray seep deep underneath my skin
and when i finally moved over,
He sat next to me,
and He said,
“You’re not gray,
but robed in pure, white light
You’re every color,
and right now, your blues are beautifully bright”
He told me He loves me
Forest
by: Peter Dale
If you look behind the swings
You may observe some quite strange things
The forest has some funny beasts
If you walk along the trees
You’ll meet a snake named Emily
But she’s not mean, she’s a sweetie
There’s an elephant named Ted
Who’ll bake you a big, fresh loaf of bread
There’s a zebra named Benjamin
I think he has a tooth of tin
So never be mean to a forest friend
Be nice, they’ll love you to no end
Please, Hold My Hand
by: Aish Devulapalli
Please, hold my hand. It is a
pleasure to be walking through
this beautiful infinity by the side
of a light so dark in its glory,
understood and enigmatic
all at once. For I want nothing
more than to completely allow it
to overtake me, but he has given
me his hand.
So please
Take my hand
As we walk through
our
little
infinity.
—his hands are home.
Squirrel
by: Sophia Bodor
the snow no longer
buries the brown earth
in its blanket
yet i still find a way
to defame the ground
that i stand on, with
my claws and tail and teeth
sinking into acorn flesh
peeling into unworthy shells
like bone - i break
at the sight of anything
beautiful
flowers crumble in my mouth,
too precious for the lowest
of beings - but
maybe purity is possible
if i just learn to
forget my instincts
Starboard: For My Friends
by: Kaelyn Hvidsten
They say you cannot enter the woods
and leave unchanged
I suspect it is much the same with the sea –
I never thought I’d set sail in January
But I am beckoned by
bated breath,
tipping ink,
the inky space between stars,
and years that yawn undeniably wide
in front of me
And so I sail in January
while the naked branches
run further than my mascara,
and the lake refuses to freeze
I nestle my head in the crook of the boat
and watch, transfixed,
as stars charted for vastly different courses
collide and blaze and die,
calling “starboard!” and passing one another in the puddled ink
without a backward glance
But their tails leave afterimages for my future memory,
and I learn to appreciate their transitory brilliance,
for after their flight, no watchful eyes can ever be the same,
and I refuse to leave the earth unchanged
The Fall
by: Kaelyn Hvidsten
I feel even now how
time’s rough sands scratch at my shore,
how it carries out the tide —
slowly, then all at once,
while childhood is laid white and bare beneath it
I felt it as the moon
baked the edges of the summer
until her corners curled to cradle us there
and I pinned my hopes on
the perfume of pines,
pined for the broken eagle’s eye —
yellowing, swelling with years
I have yet to find
For who decides whether
wrinkled wisdom or untainted eyes
are more telling of the end?
the living lesson?
I live less on spring than autumn,
when the remembrances of aged oaks
threaten to pull the past before me,
and I must walk backward to face the future
I must face the end of it all:
not with a wrinkle or a cry,
but with the apathetic sigh of dying summer —
her blood, her breath, kissed into gnarled trees
that refuse to fall before winter’s clouded call
and my back breaks beneath the autumn breeze
as I rake up the autumn leaves
The Sailor
by: Mac Hedtke
I once lived out on the sea
Wild and forever free
But the waves beckoned a storm
And they such destroyed my form
Now broken and cast away
I ponder those long-lost days
From sea to shining sea
What will this world next make of me?
Work in Progress
by: Kaelyn Hvidsten
A quilt is stretching over my head.
A melting pot of fabric
stolen moments stitched together
by the twine of time that barely holds
How long until I suffocate beneath its folds?
How long until the ripples cease until the branches
brittle and riddled with senescence
snap?
Only when I pause
and listen to my mind crying and the seconds dying
and the leaves the snow
the raindrops tumbling do the words
grains of hourglass sand
trickle over my tongue
Settling in my throat the words are familiar
I’ve hoarded others’ thoughts and changed the label
changed the price The words are a patchwork of store-bought cloth
I am a patchwork
How can I follow The Road Not Taken
when every road is trampled by the already-trodden?
You Make Me
by: Aish Devulapalli
You make me
want to put words into
every
crevice
of this world.
Yet all I would say
in the end:
eight letters.
—i love you.