Credits
Performed by: Zhou Shen 周深
Written by: Ji Kuikui 季奎奎, Pan Xiao 潘逍
Produced by: Zhou Shen 周深, Chen Jikun 陈稷坤
彼此那么了解
bǐcǐ nàme liǎojiě
We know each other so well
清楚多不适合相恋
qīngchǔ duō bùshìhé xiāng-liǎn
We know how unsuitable romance is for us
狠心也狠了几遍 一次比一次还坚决
hěnxīn yě hěn le jǐ biàn yī cì bǐ yī cì hái jiānjué
Been cruel multiple times, one time more determined than another
可对你的思念
kě duì nǐ de sīniàn
Yet the longing towards you
击溃我的心理防线
jīkuì wǒ de xīnlǐ fángxiàn
Breaks the walls around my heart
回忆是条条锁链 是自缚的茧
huíyì shì tiáo tiáo suǒliàn shì zìfù de jiǎn
Memories are chains; it's a cocoon that wraps itself
我用青春赌一句永远
wǒ yòng qīngchūn dǔ yī jù yóngyuǎn
I used youth to bet on ‘forever.’
可誓言轻如灰烟
kě shìyán qīng rú huīyān
Yet promises are light like smoke
换来你漫不经心 随口敷衍
huànlái nǐ mànbùjīngxīn suíkǒu fūyǎn
Only received your indifferent, passing comments in exchange
可当你眼里薄雾蔓延 我便已城池失陷
kě dāng nǐ yǎnlǐ bówù mànyán wǒ biàn yǐ chéngchí shīxiàn
Yet when the fog in your eyes spread, I’ve already lost the city
还没吵完的争辩 原谅就已提前
háiméi chǎowǎn de zhēngbiàn yuánliàng jiù yǐ tíqián
The argument isn't over, and the forgiveness has already been brought up
场景千百遍
chǎngjǐng qiān bǎi biàn
Thousands of scenes
结局是我任由你差遣
jiéjú shì wǒ rènyóu nǐ chāiqiǎn
The ending is still me following your orders
明知道我对你的妥协
míng zhīdào wǒ duì nǐ de tuǒxié
I knew that my tolerance for you
不过一次次委曲求全
bùguò yī cì cì wěi-qū-qiú-quán
It's just sacrificing myself again and again for the better good
仍习惯性把底线拆成台阶
rēng xíguànxìng bǎ dǐxiàn chāichéng táijiē
Still, I built a fleet of stairs out of my lines out of habit
*lines as in ‘crossed a line’
铺到你的面前
pū dào nǐ de miànqián
And lay it in front of you
明知道我对你的妥协
míng zhīdào wǒ duì nǐ de tuǒxié
I knew that my tolerance for you
亲手把自己推向深渊
qīnshǒu bǎ zìjǐ tuīxiàng shēnyuān
Pushed myself towards the abyss
仍笑着沦陷退让没有边界
rēng xiàozhe lùnxiàn tuìràng měiyǒu biānjiè
Yet I still smile as I fall, stepping back without boundaries
还自诩为周全
hái zìxù wéi zhōuquán
And still praise myself for being comprehensive
不用找借口
bùyòng zhǎo jièkǒu
No need to find excuses
你明知道我不会走
nǐ míng zhīdào wǒ bùhuì zǒu
You know I won’t leave
所以没任何内疚
suǒyǐ méi rènhé nèijiù
So you don't feel any guilt
自作自受
zì-zuò-zì-shòu
I reap what I sow
不用找理由
bùyòng zhǎo lǐyóu
No need to think about reasons
你明知道我的守候 是无条件是永远没尽头
nǐ míng zhīdào wǒ de shǒuhòu shì wútiáojiàn shì yǒngyuǎn méijìntóu
You know that I will guard you unconditionally; there will never be an end to it
明知道我对你的妥协
míng zhīdào wǒ duì nǐ de tuǒxié
I knew that my tolerance for you
不过一次次委曲求全
bùguò yī cì cì wěi-qū-qiú-quán
It's just sacrificing myself again and again for the better good
仍习惯性把底线拆成台阶
rēng xíguànxìng bǎ dǐxiàn chāichéng táijiē
Still, I built a fleet of stairs out of my lines out of habit
*lines as in ‘crossed a line’
铺到你的面前
pū dào nǐ de miànqián
And lay it in front of you
明知道我对你的妥协
míng zhīdào wǒ duì nǐ de tuǒxié
I knew that my tolerance for you
亲手把自己推向深渊
qīnshǒu bǎ zìjǐ tuīxiàng shēnyuān
Pushed myself towards the abyss
仍笑着沦陷退让没有边界
rēng xiàozhe lùnxiàn tuìràng měiyǒu biānjiè
Yet I still smile as I fall, stepping back without boundaries
还自诩为周全
hái zìxù wéi zhōuquán
And still praise myself for being comprehensive