PERSONNEL FILE

'Vitae'

"A disgusting, extremely gross being who enjoys being overly violent and crude; yet despite that, he's still oddly human.

Speaking to him makes me uncomfortable, not because of his indecent ways, but because it feels like he puts up a mirror in front of me.

We both stand on polar opposite sides, forever separated by the entities we give our lives for.

He's foul, and has completely given away his dignity to indulge in everything I fight against.

So, why do I feel similar to him?...

I hate him, and everything he represents.

It's not a reasonable thing to keep talking to him. He was honest with me, though. More than most.

I don't know why I'm conflicted about letting go such a thorn on my side.

This time, I'm choosing to be ignorant. Maybe that's why it hurts."

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