New Message between [SoupySounds,BeeEnjoyer, FunHaver]
–SS is online!
–BE is online!
–FH is online!
FH: i have decided that i choose violence
SS: Elaborate?
FH: no.
BE: that bad huh
FH: yea :/
BE: on days like today i wish we could play games together
FH: that sounds so fun, i really wish we could do that.
SS: I do often wonder if there’s a purpose to all of this.
SS: Or if we’re here because of some cosmic mistake.
SS: It’s been a little over a year since this program appeared on our respective computers, and I can’t help but wonder.
SS: Regardless, I do cherish the friendship that we have, even if our circumstances seem to be that we’ll never meet.
FH: i wish that was comforting.
FH: but i just feel lonely instead.
FH: horribly so.
BE: :(
SS: I agree, :(.
FH: it’s like this big empty feeling, like there’s no point in doing anything, because nothing actually matters.
FH: and the only people that seem to genuinely care about me are so far away.
SS: I wish there was something I could do.
SS: That feeling is all too familiar to me, and I wish you didn’t have to experience it.
FH: what do you do when you feel like that?
SS: When everything feels meaningless, I try to find something that I can attach a meaning to, no matter how small that meaning may be.
SS: Often, curling up with a good book will stave off that loneliness for a while.
SS: I find it easier, oftentimes, to attach a meaning to something fictional.
SS: I’m unsure if that helped or not, I apologize.
FH: no, i get what you mean.
FH: it’s just
FH: sometimes it's hard getting out of bed.
FH: or like, meet my own basic necessities.
FH: much less finding something to do.
SS: In times like this, I wish I could come and help you.
SS: I’d be more than willing to help you make a meal for yourself, or clean up whatever may have gotten too messy, or anything.
SS: Instead I’m limited to words of encouragement that end up feeling hollow.
FH: yeah.
BE: i used to feel like that a lot
BE: i remember that id sit outside for a long time
BE: the sunlight always made me feel nice
BE: maybe thatll help
FH: can’t believe you’re telling me to touch grass lmao.
BE: im just saying that sometimes a change of scenery is good
BE: and sunlights good for sad brain
BE: it wont like
BE: magically make you happy
BE: but im pretty sure theres some science abt vitamin d and depression
FH: i think i’ll try that.
FH: thanks guys.
FH: i really do appreciate you two.
BE: of course
BE: thats what friends are for
SS: Agreed.
BE: now go touch grass
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SS: Do you feel helpless as well, or am I alone in that?
BE: no i do too
BE: im just trying not to think too hard about it
SS: In some ways this program is incredibly cruel.
BE: yea
SS: But I’m glad not to be alone like I was before.
SS: Loneliness is a rather miserable existence.
BE: lmao youre telling me
BE: i have a rlly hard time talking to people irl
BE: and i suck at forming meaningful relationships with people that arent my brother
SS: According to an acquaintance of mine, I’ve gotten ‘significantly more annoying’ in the past year.
SS: I attribute that to my still rather newfound ability to speak my mind.
SS: Which I have you two to thank for.
BE: awh
SS: :)
BE: i wanna change fhs username to something nice
BE: my mind jumps to friend hugger but idk if thats nice
BE: since none of us can hug each other :(
SS: Hm.
SS: What about FriendlyHappenstance?
BE: ?
SS: Happenstance means coincidence.
BE: !!
BE: thats really cute
–BE is offline!
New Message between [SoupySounds,BeeEnjoyer, FriendlyHappenstance]
—BE is online!
SS: :)
BE: :3
SS: Fuck.
SS: My English reflection was supposed to be done yesterday!
SS: I must go,I apologize.
BE: no its ok :0
BE: good luck
–SS is offline!
–BE is offline