i have been raised in a way so that my biggest fear in life has always been a "faliure-to-launch." i do not hold any ill-will to those who gave this fear to me. they are a product of thair own experiences. i have thought (my biggest fear in life) for all the life i can remember (not much of it) that i would end up rotting in my parent's basement and never get a job and be a burden until i die. this beleife has assisted my growth into my life-long suicidality. i never felt like my life would have purpose unless i followed the-path, the (iron rod.). so far, i have. i do not know what the future holds. next page - >