"When I sit down and remember all the ways we have resisted, all the ways we have lived and lost, I actually think joy is everything that keeps us here. ...it is the sheer possibility contained within and among us." -Tash Oakes-Monger, All The Things They Said We Couldn't Have: Stories of Trans Joy, pp. 13-14
T4T love and care means "many things: an ideal, a promise.... a guiding praxis of solidarity...; it is about small acts guided by a commitment to trans love, small acts that make life more livable in and through difficult circumstances" - Hil Malatino, Side Affects: On Being Trans and Feeling Bad, p. 48
Trans people have become increasingly prominent in public conversation in recent years, often in the form of anti-trans movements or trans antagonism. But, before we were the subjects of headlines and anti-trans legislation, we were still here, finding ways to survive, often in community with one another. And we are still here, still practicing caring, creative, and sometimes even joyful resistance.
In a scholarly and media environment where much attention is placed on our suffering, this project aims to explore the ways that trans people care for one another and experience trans joy. It begins from the proposal that these threads of care and joy exemplify trans resilience and community-building in the face of— and perhaps in response to— trans antagonism and inequality. When trans people house one another, give to each other's crowdfunds, teach one another on places like Reddit, and more, I suggest that we are carving out space and relationships in which our existence is not merely tolerated but celebrated. I further propose that these and other forms of community support are distinctly political. This premise leads to three sets of questions guiding this project:
What happens when we look at trans communities of care and resistance as political formations? How do they operate, and what are their limits? How does community-based resistance relate to dominant neo-liberal, individualizing paradigms and to structural change?
What can trans joy do politically? How does or can joy operate as a mode of political praxis within those formations?
What lessons can we draw for political theory from answering the first two sets of questions? What can trans resistance teach us about dominant paradigms and alternatives to ensure that everybody can flourish?
In answering these questions, I combine theoretical work with community-engaged, queer (auto)ethnographic research. For the latter, I will be conducting a series of semi-structured interviews with trans people in BC to discuss how, if at all, they experience trans joy and community care. I will also be drawing on insight from my own experiences as a trans nonbinary person. If you are interested in being interviewed for this research, please see the consent and eligibility pages on this site.
This study is being run out of UBC. The lead researcher is Addye Susnick. The primary investigator is Afsoun Afsahi. You can find contact information for the research team and for the Office of Research Ethics in either consent form.
Images on this page, cited in order of appearance:
Photo by Diana Davies. Manuscripts and Archives Division, The New York Public Library. "Gay rights activists at City Hall rally for gay rights" The New York Public Library Digital Collections. 1973. https://digitalcollections.nypl.org/items/510d47e3-57a1-a3d9-e040-e00a18064a99
Photo by Diana Davies. Manuscripts and Archives Division, The New York Public Library. "Protestor at Weinstein Hall demonstration for the rights of gay people on campus" The New York Public Library Digital Collections. 1970. https://digitalcollections.nypl.org/items/510d47e3-57d9-a3d9-e040-e00a18064a99
This study is being conducted in partnership with Spartacus Books.
This study is generously supported by the UBC Public Scholars Initiative.