Why Mirror
Why is the parrot staring into the mirror?
[Random moment. Afternoon. Mildly desperate. I thought I couldn’t see him. I thought he had gone somewhere. But he was here, near me. Maybe, even, briefly, he was I. Maybe that’s why he could be missed.]
Eureka! Now I know
What the Parrot saw.
It’s neither understanding
Nor interpretation
He sought in his reflection.
So great is his mistrust
In others’ words that only
By staring back himself
He’s sure he’s still alive
and hasn’t turned to dust
And been windblown away.
Creature made of spirit:
Most volatile substance
That can be found in nature.
He doesn’t have his gaze
To scare away the others,
But for he is in constant fear
And trembles, trembles so
That were he not to stare his face
Every single moment,
Were he not to have a watch
To count his every heartbeat,
His heart would stop; he would dissolve.
No, he’d never risk it.
This one is not a predator:
He is the Terror’s prey.