Reflection #002

Time for more reflection...

If 'you' have read thru all the smart questions and TAP responses -

• 'you' will maybe see that there are two distinct paths to this story:

  • 1) Problems

  • 2) Solutions

I'm most interested in the solutions to the problems,

• but my personal experience -

  • is that most people are more interested in the stories of the problems.

The problems are far more scary than the solutions -

• some, so scary -

  • that some have chosen NOT to go any further into the story -

    • the 'truth' creates more harm than good within the mind of the person.

This is main reason, I want to pause now -

• to discuss the target audience of the true TAP story - as I have experienced it and witnessed it evolving through time.

I've discovered there are two types of people in this world:

• 1) Those who fear the full truth -

  • and thus avoid or suppress certain possibilities of what might be truth.

• 2) Those who want to know the truth -

  • even if the knowledge generates more harm than good -

    • to either self and/or others.

If you are more the #2 type person -

• then I HIGHLY RECOMMEND you explore this backstory no further.

Some of the details of our real-world truth possibility -

• I have personally concluded -

  • could very well negatively impact the rest of your life.

If 'you' are more a pretender -

• that our world is NOT so bad off -

  • then run away from this story now -

    • as quickly as you can.

Most of my family and friends have blocked out my truth story -

• telling themselves it if non-truth.

Telling me it is NOT me they disbelieve,

• but instead certain others of the story scamming me.

Others have said for religious reasons they cannot support TAP.

But most just pretend that I'm partly crazy -

• and this is how they deal with me.

This however,

• has only made things worse in my mind.

Time to come out of the closet -

• with a personal truth that has been hidden from most.

Up until just recently -

• I've been very suicidal thinking & planning.

But I recently discovered an odd alternative possibility to traditional suicide.

The innovative form of suicide -

• I have called:

  • Suicide by murder.

It works like this:

• Expose to the world some awful hidden truths.

• Sit back and wait for someone to kill me.

Either:

• someone who is implemented in the wrongdoing

• or someone who is extremely passionate about their alternative beliefs.

It does not matter which type does the killing -

• whether hired or self inflicted.

Either gets the job done.

In my mind,

• this is a much better way to commit suicide.

Go out trying to do something to tackle head on -

• one or more of the major problems causing our world great harm,

  • especially future generations.

So this is a hint of what will be coming next -

• in this, my TAP backstory.