Reflection #001

• Time for a pause -

  • time to reflect.

• I hope the story background has been clarified.

• Yes, there are hundreds of questions left lurking around the corners.

• Where I go next is not yet established -

  • much depends on feedback and/or smart questions posed by 'you' and others.

• My wife will have great say in what I do and write next.

• I have expressed to her my desire to now come out from behind the curtain -

  • and she has acknowledged the great importance of this act.

• The past two years have greatly impacted my personal life -

  • our relationship -

    • for worse and for better.

• The unfolding events left us with great uncertainty:

  • Would the man harm us personally?

    • Or harm others involved in our lives?

• What can be said is the experience has negatively impacted our lives -

  • mostly because others expressed disbelief of the real-experience story we shared in part.

• The sharing reactions -

  • caused us to withdraw from others -

    • to hide our truth -

      • even from one another.

• The man almost killed me -

  • which I'm sure was/is his intent.

• But if he wants me dead -

  • then he will have to make it happen -

    • vs. drive me to doing it myself.

• This I have concluded.

• So what I do now,

  • may lead to my death,

    • it's with full awareness,

      • that I may drive the man to the decision and act.

• I'm 100% OK with what happens next.

• I'm hoping my life partner is too?

What do 'you' want to know next?

Simply ask a smart question!