Chapter 007 - 2020.10.10

We actually met on a writer's platform,

• Scribophile.

She took note of something I posted there.

Attempted to work together a little,

• but it never took off as needed to keep us both focused -

  • and believing something positive would come from the effort.

But we've stayed in touch.

She actually landed an agent/mentor -

• and she says -

  • she loves her and her help.

MGWF is a Young Adult (YA) fiction writer -

• who writes mostly sci-fi.

According to the on-screen historical chat record,

• it had been just over a year since we last chatted.

I started with the incident probing how-are-you-doing questions.

She got back to me quickly,

• but not immediately.

Things were pretty good -

• both family life and work life.

A few more questions about her latest project(s) work...

I then did not hesitate -

• to tell her,

  • I had an unusual favor to ask of her.

It was concerning a major decision -

• I had just made -

  • re my life.

I explained that I had been in a very dark place for quite some time -

• that I had been considering suicide for quite some time,

  • but now I had figured out an alternative solution.

The favor was to tell the story - if the new solution actually worked.

I called the new solution:

• "Suicide by Murder"

I attempted to explain -

• what had happened to me over the past two years.

What I was now tied up in -

• and how our world really operates -

  • behind the scenes of preceded reality.

That I was going to 'go public' -

• and that I predicted -

  • that the 'powers that be' -

    • would most likely seek revenge.

I did not receive the reaction -

• that I had anticipated from this open-minded sci-fi writer.

Instead I got the more typical -

• please seek professional help ASAP reaction.

And after an apology from me to her -

• I have not heard back from her again -

  • yet...