Did you ever see a lighter sky
than the one cast July?
The blue was oh-so light and quaint,
I thought it was about to faint!
Picnic breeze, napping ease,
afternoons such as these;
dreaming through warm car rides
in July; it's heat's arcadian.
Like a haze, summer air
and boredom rays
are the gems that are these days.
Where will they rest?
My heart, my memory's locket,
all nostalgia, though I can't yet spot it,
I know I'll be glad once I've got it.
That July,
don't pass me by!
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October changed me in a way
that stole my breath, and
tries to steal my heart away, now
eternally I fight against it.
With every blushing
yawn of aurora
I hear its yearning song;
I hear the echo of my name.
The calling of the Hunter's moon is earnest,
never thinking,
only wanting and will
never fade.
The brisk and longing
fingers of October ever linger,
and my soul is left aching
to taste what I once felt were
glowing nights and
candy sweet days again.
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Your heart starts with a door.
It stands taller than the sky
and inside its empty and cold.
If I'm knocking on a hollow heart,
where did the feeling start?
Hand me a rose, or don't,
it will be nothing more to me
than all the other heartaches who have come before.
You, who value all the thorns in roses
but can never give me more than those
and closed doors.
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All that it was
is lost at sea.
The memories have sunken under
years and years.
They are with all the ocean's
other shipwrecks.
On the shore,
it should be freeing,
but I'm less free
and more so stranded
while waves thunder towards me,
again and again.
On the island, I bury the
unspoken goodbyes.
I bottle the tears, burn the remnants.
I give my queries to the sky
and whisper, "Why?" to the wind
as though it would know,
but no,
wind only knows to turn the waves,
and so, the question is carried out to sea.
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Though my days felt all a waste
my gaze found regretful skies,
the light of time reveals this place
and Psyche's sorrow fills my eyes.
Ambition churned against me,
painted devils through my dreams.
Now I can't discern a friend
through all my smoke and mirrors.
I'll be off to do my own thing,
I'll try, I'll try,
so wave me off, it's time now,
goodbye, goodbye,
and goodnight
to days of smiling
even if to sob through all the nights,
for though I was pretending
I lived several joyous lives
right here.
And now its time to say goodbye.
Eros drags me by my hair
as though he can't hear my cries.
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