My Experience

I came about spirituality in 2009 and as I look back on my life I really didn't know that I was, no clue. I always knew I was different and didn't think like the normal human being and I spent most of my life alone being a introvert and my spirituality really came about when I started to question my life and everything around me. My older sister really helped me uncover what was really happening because we was going through the same thing, just in two different bodies. we was really connected. Me doing research on it was like a lightbulb going off in my head. It was really uplifting to understand that I wasn't going crazy or making this up in my mind. My first sign that really shifted my perspective on things was when I went kept going through domestic violence relationships with people and they kept putting their hands around my throat trying to cut off my supply to living life. I was questioning what it was about me that kept attracting these people, that had no good intentions for my life and digging deep inside of me helped me uncover the truth to it all. Seeing my mother go through this when I was little I kept telling myself that I never wanted to go through that, I was terrified of it and by me being afraid of it I called it into my reality. Where attention goes energy flows meaning what you think about is what you are going to attract. Once I started asking questions the more the answers came to me naturally and it has literally changed my life.

The more I focused on positive things the more positive things started happening for me. My manifestations came into my life magically I really couldn't believe it. Some of the things that I manifested still to this day is my first apartment, it had everything I desired, I even won 600 dollars on a scratch off! What I asked for I got, that's when I knew this spiritual journey was real. Things started happening naturally for me when I knew to get in alignment with what I want and shift my focus and express daily gratitude for it. At times I self sabotaged but me affirming what I desired and being happy for it changed my perception. After my last domestic violence relationship I got back to loving myself I started to see the world differently. Pen and paper became my best friend. manifestation became fun and I craved the joy it brings when it shows up in my reality. Tapping into my own source energy had awakened me to view life in a whole different aspect.

On this spiritual journey there are times when things become confusing especially for me when I was alone. It was like the more i evolve the more things that needed uncovering. I started getting in to it with people, I would wake up happy but there was always somebody that tried to project their bad energy on me something I couldn't understand at the time. Negative relationship with people that wasn't bringing nothing good to my life, I knew I had to let it go. Drinking, smoking and gossiping everyday no longer became fulfilling to me. Eating healthy and wanting to love all of me became apart of me. I wanted to help people by giving back the knowledge I have but no one around me could perceive it as healthy advice or wisdom. My intuition showed me that no one around wasn't on the same level of thinking as me once I became awakened because most people are closed minded.

As you evolve to become the greatest version of you, you may not all the answers as to why things happen the way they do so in order for you to embrace the full aspect of this spiritual journey surrender control, release resistance, stay in alignment, pay attention to the signs and synchronicities and just be grateful for the unfolding of your manifestations coming into your reality, GET HAPPY NOW! its on its way and watch how your life will change for the better. It all starts with you!!

Me loving spirituality so much I wanted to give my creativity to this world by creating a spirituality apparel line called SpiritualiMe by Candi Paint where I paint the canvas(the T-Shirt or hoodie) for spiritual people that's just like myself! I call it Spirituali-Me because i am you, you are me, we are all connected because we are one. My merch is original and my designs is a conversation starter for us dope spiritual beings. I wanted my designs to be different to where you wouldn't see nothing else like it and other spiritual beings can relate to the message. Its brings me great joy to see what we go through on a daily, somethings that's relatable to my life on a shirt. I hope you like it just as much as i do, so Go check out the hottest merch on the market by shopping at www.spirituali-me.com. Keep the faith, stay encouraged, chase your dreams, live your best life, smile and be happy! Sending love and Light to all divine beings!

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