Hello,

My emotions are running high right now, as they often do around 3 am. I can't explain why it's always this hour, but my heart feels so heavy.

I don't like pointing fingers, especially at my parents whom I deeply love.

But I really have a lot of what ifs right now...

"What if my parents were educated about the importance of preparing before having children? Maybe our life would have been easier."

"What if my father were responsible? Maybe we would have had a happy family."

"What if my mom had met the right person? Maybe she would be happy. (though we might not have been born, but at least mom is happy)"

I'm sharing this because my situation is currently tough.

I was handed the responsibility I wasn't prepared.

But, I guess that's my life right now.

Haha.

Promise, I'll feel better once I've eaten or after 3 am.

So...

To future parents (including myself, although I'm not yet sure, I might become a fur parent instead),

Be prepared for your child's arrival

Love your future children unconditionally.

Take responsibility for their lives.

Nurture them, provide them with guidance.

Ensure they don't experience the hardships you did.

Meet their needs without burdening them.

Always think of them and check on them.

Never forget to say, 'I love you.'

Set aside your pride; let their presence bring you comfort.

Guide them with discipline in the right way.

Make the right choices, even when it hurts.

Prioritize them.

And above all, just love them.

-Good day

October 20, 2023 l 2:58 am