What Once Was Luminous
- For Michael
John Muro
Sometimes memory will widen
and allow me to reach back
and retrieve pieces of my life
like how, decades ago, you
were the Oscar to my Felix,
the electric to my acoustic,
and how, in summer, we’d
gladly take up each day, walking
miles to meet in mid-morning light
past a landscape where we could
hear the earth breathing behind the
occasional fence-line or flatbed
flecked with rust, the wheel-less
cider mill and a smattering of haunted
barns leaning away from wind
to meet up with friends and the
chance encounter with adolescent girls
where so much and yet so very little
happened, and never knowing what,
precisely, we were all searching for,
though eventually you moved on
with certain steps and I was left
unsure what to make of that particular
hurt, while memory slowly dulled
the fellowship of us like those unfurling
fields of jeweled air I’d often pass
on my way home, slowly covering
whatever remained in late-day shadow.
Bio: A resident of Connecticut, John Muro has authored two volumes of poems – In the Lilac Hour and Pastoral Suite – in 2020 and 2022, respectively. Both volumes were published by Antrim House, and both are available on Amazon and elsewhere. He is a three-time nominee for the Pushcart Prize, a nominee for the Best of the Net and, more recently, a 2023 Grantchester Award recipient. John’s poems have appeared in numerous literary journals, including Acumen, Barnstorm, Delmarva, Grey Sparrow, New Square, Sky Island and the Valparaiso Review.
Commentary: This poem is a proportionate mix of transience and longing. With its striking (yet temperate) visuals, the poet pines for his friend but the ever-shrinking walls of memory blocks his attempt.