Truth, Lies and Lonliness

Morning Of An Average Day

Rooster cawing,

At the blue sky,

I look out my window,

At the birds flying by.

So much beauty,

For a place sometimes so sad,

So many kind actions,

Hiding so much bad.

Too many points of view,

How do you know which to act upon,

Too much debate,

About whether to fight, flight of fawn.

So many thoughts,

Cross my mind,

But I hide it,

From even my own kind.

I live in the shadows,

I hide from fear,

I want to be free,

But I can't shed a tear.

Lies they're,

Such scary things,

They make you cry,

They leave you wondering.

Too many words,

Flashing through my head,

I don't know what to say,

Focused on where the past has led.

Tell all the truth,

Or half of it,

What would they do,

If I said that other bit.

School And Stress

How do I tell them,

Should I try,

What if the don't understand,

Why I have to lie.

I'm so behind,

A failure at the least,

Do I even deserve,

To have my mind realeased.

My work,

A disaster,

I am my own,

Captor.

My mind is a harsh judge,

I shall never be free,

It is no else's fault,

I just won't let myself be.

So tired,

Can't concentrate,

I really shouldn't have,

Stayed up late.

Unmotivated,

Alone,

Sometimes I wish,

My troubles were known.

Sad Afternoons In My Own Mind

My thoughts,

They're scary,

The images I see,

Of me.

Focus on what I need to do,

Concentrate on my homework,

I need to get it done,

But my thoughts they linger and they lurk.

They make me feel,

Like I'm stupid,

Like I'm dum,

Like I deserve to be excluded.

If only I didn't believe it,

If only I could think,

The good alternetives,

Were realistic.

Later and later it gets,

The hours they drag on,

But I can't got to sleep yet,

For my homework's still not done.

Finally,

I can sleep,

Though I know it'll take me an hour,

Till that hour's done I'll lie here and silently weep.

The Constant Arguements Between Light And Dark

The light side is the leaves,

The soft gentle breeze,

The evergrowing trees,

And living life with ease.

The sad darker side,

Are the rules which we abide,

The pull of the tide,

Society's greed and pride.

The crying of the children,

The whining of the dogs,

Poor and underfed,

While some are greedy, rich hogs.

Some live in mansions,

Others without a home to call their own,

While some rug up during winter storms,

Others are soaked to the bone.

Sunny days,

Sharing laughs with friends,

Swimming and surfing,

The fun never ends.

It is all of our responsibility,

With this Earth to fix the problems,

It is our responsibility,

To remove the thorns and tend to the blossoms.