The Trust You Had

I trusted you 

Well then, why are you throwing the blame at me?

I never did anything to get that thought within your mind.

That was more of a you problem.

See you chose to trust, While I fell

I’m not blaming you! I thought you trusted me too…

Well, you thought wrong!

Trust doesn’t always fall on two sides.

It falls on the weaker one.

Why are you doing this? 

Simply because I can.

That’s all.

Oh, and the way it makes everyone’s day a lot worse. 

They all hated me, why not fire it back at them?

No one hated you!

Yeah, sure.

You say that because you're everyone’s favourite, no one can hate you.

You’re too bright. 

I loathe it.

You saw the perspective of wonderful smiling people, while I was practically beaten to death by those very same people.

The world’s not kind to hearts like mine.

Wha-what? They… hurt you?

Oh, don’t try to sympathize with me.

I don’t want your used pity.

All I want is their suffering.

How could you do that?!

It’s quite simple actually. 

When people hate you enough to laugh and smile in joy as they watch you scream with agony as they burn you, it’s simple to want them all dead.

I’m just returning the favour.

They’re not like that! You're lying to me!

I could be lying to you about everything.

You wouldn’t know.

Nor would you ever find out if this situation stays positive on my end.

Let’s pray that it does.

Having my side turn negative is just so much worse and painfully annoying if I’m honest.

What do you mean I’ll never find out?

Well, if you haven’t looked at the predicament you found yourself in, I’d say you have a good chance at dying instead of torture just because I like you too much.

It’s funny actually.

I actually wanted to trust you at some point.

Then why didn’t you?

Because you’re just like the rest is why!

If you haven’t noticed, those creatures that attacked you? Yeah, those were actual people. 

They weren’t mind-controlled or anything of that sort. 

They were doing as I asked simply because they wanted to.

So all of those killed by your hands were just like me.

People like you say you’re doing things for “the greater good” bullshit.

If you’re trying to make the world a better place that means keeping people alive.

Not torturing them either.

If you just… helped them instead of the ones who don’t need it.

I’m… I’m sorry I-

Oh, spare me the time of day!

I don’t give two shits about a worthless apology.

It’s too late for that anyways.

Those people you’re trying to protect? They’re no longer. 

I had my help get them dead.

So your efforts aren’t really worth anything.

All I need is for you to follow them to hell.

Or if I’m being more realistic, heaven seems very ready for your arrival.

That trust you had really backfired didn’t it?