thirtythirtythirty (formerly #303030) is my main project. It's a lot of different kinds of music about, growing up in Texas, childhood trauma, and how it impacts the relationships I have today.
"stay still! i enter! you strike! oh, 'WOLF* Posing as Shepherd Dog'! [escape!/noescape! : ILOVEYOU,████(±█)! : michael(?)-domestication!]" (single)
[May 16, 2026]
"then she asked me; how many of yr songs are about (texas)? and i wittily replied; O all of them....."
*Some relation.
"you made me so small that i can't see myself anymore" (album)
[March 27, 2026]
An album about hallucinating your entire childhood before you die.
And anger, denial, uncertainty, impulsiveness, hope, hypersexuality, keeping balance, manic episodes, regret, West Texas, giving up, falling apart, and letting go. And sheep (kinda).
Released through Starrcade Records.
"flowers made from wool" (album)
[May 23, 2025]
An album about childhood trauma, gender, love, sex, death, suicide, mental illness, Benadryl, recovery, and leaving my abusive mother. Also sheep. And flowers.
"who knows what you deserve" (album)
[May 24, 2024]
An album about trauma, time travel, unrealistic goals, nostalgia, coping mechanisms, hiding scars, dreams, and confusion.
Released through Retrac Recordings. [rr067]
[FLASHING LIGHTS]
"hunted" (track)
This is a track I made for Retrac Recording's 5-year compilation "RETRAC 5ELEK". It's pretty likely that this doesn't get released anywhere else. Be sure to check out the rest of the compilation, everyone's tracks are amazing! (Also, check out the rest of the label's catalog! If you're into the niche Internet-inspired stuff I make, you're bound to find something you'd love! I'd recommend checking out Bagel Fanclub's "It's Nothing New" and DoorHead's "Tunnel System Secrets" first.)
retrac 5ever :)
Starrcade Premiere #1: Untitled by #303030
Three new songs released through Starrcade Records as a part of their new Starrcade Premieres series!
All of these songs were from "you made me so small".
[FLASHING LIGHTS]
#303030 @ Retracfest 2024
This is my entire set from Retracfest, a URLfest hosted by experimental electronic label Retrac Recordings. Most of these songs ended up on "flowers made from wool".
Thank you for having me, River!
[FLASHING LIGHTS]
#303030 @ FOOLERYFEST 2024
This is my entire set from FOOLERYFEST, a URLfest hosted by Pawplay Foolery. Most of these tracks ended up on "flowers made from wool".
[FLASHING LIGHTS]
#303030 @ ThatOneFest 2024
This is my entire set from ThatOneFest, a URLfest hosted by Madi Serket. All of these songs ended up on "flowers made from wool"; two of these were early versions of tracks.
[FLASHING LIGHTS]
"demos and songs that would've never been released" (compilation)
This is, like the title says, a collection of some demos, scrapped songs, and unused beats that probably would've never been released in any conventional way. I apologize for my mediocre Left 4 Dead 2 gameplay.