Date : 01-30-2026
On a cold winter day, a snowman was sitting at a picnic table.
Not next to it. Not under it. On it.
This alone is already suspicious.
Snowmen are supposed to stand in yards and slowly ruin childrenās dreams by melting. This one clearly said, āNo thanks,ā and climbed onto furniture like he paid rent.
Scientists would call this āunexpected behavior.ā I call it a glitch in reality.
Let us be honest. Someone did not accidentally put a snowman on a table. That requires effort. Lifting. Balance. Confidence. Whoever built this snowman made a choice. And that choice may have opened a portal.
Because in this universe, snowmen do not sit at tables.
Date : 01-07-2026
My brain:
āNothing is enjoyable anymore.ā
Me:
Drinks water. Goes for a walk.
My brain 10 minutes later:
āOh⦠never mind. Weāre good.ā
Turns out half my problems were dehydration and overthinking.
Date : 07-13-2025
Signal Processing as Soup Cookingā ā A Tasty Guide Imagine youāre making a pot of soup. Youāre a chef-scientist blending ingredients, and your goal is to understand, enhance, and separate the flavors ā just like analyzing and improving a signal. Letās make the soup to understand ā
Ā 0. The Soup (Signal)Ā
1. List the ingredients (DFT),
Ā 2. Measure their nutritional impact (PSD),Ā
3. Boost weak flavors with noise (Stochastic Resonance),Ā
4. Separate layered flavors (VMD). Letās cook this step-by-step!
Date : 07-13-2025
Sometimes, when life slows down for a moment, I find myself looking back at the journey Iāve takenānot just in the literal sense of the places Iāve visited, but the personal path Iāve walked through the years.
Itās not a story filled with grand achievements or viral moments. Itās simple, steady, and real.
But you know what? Iām happy.
And sometimes, thatās more than enough.
Today, I decided to start documenting some of my travels. Maybe itās the nostalgia, maybe itās the realization that time moves faster than we think. Whatever the reason, this is just the beginningāa small attempt to put into words and pictures the moments that shaped me.
Date : 07-10-2025
Itās been a while since Iāve written anything long or meaningful. I donāt even know where to begin, because honestly⦠nothing feels all that remarkable these days. Not in a bad way, not in a great way. Just this strange, quiet middle zone where life keeps moving ā and Iām just here, going along with it.
My routine is the same: wake up, go to the gym, follow my diet, chip away at my research. Itās steady, structured, and in many ways⦠safe. But also, strangely dull. Nothing sparks that old excitement or energy I used to feel when I started something new. Itās like Iām standing on a treadmill ā in motion, but not really going anywhere.
Today, I had a meeting. It was fine, like most meetings are. But when it ended, I felt a kind of ease. But even time today feels like it's dragging its feet. I keep checking the clock, hoping itāll move faster, wishing this hour would just pass so I can step outside. Not for any grand purpose, but just to feel the world again. A little sun. A little air. A reminder that Iām still alive, still here, still human.
Date : 06-13-2025
Today marks the 12th day of my consistent fitness journeyāstaying on track with both my gym and daily routine. As we discussed last week, I finally treated myself and ordered a watch I had been eyeing. It arrived today, and naturally, I was a little excited. Something about a new watch makes you want to step outāand I did just that.
I thought, āWhy not pair this day with a fresh haircut too?ā I remembered a nearby salon where I had previously goneāSupercuts. Itās affordable and close, so I decided to walk there. I left around 5:45 PM and reached by 6:15 PM. That walk served a dual purpose: since today was a rest day from the gym, it helped me hit my step goal, and Iād get a haircut too.
Date : 06-11-2025
This isnāt my first attempt. Iāve started, stopped, and failed several times before. But this timeāit feels different. Iām no longer chasing a one-day goal. Iām starting to understand that fitness is a long game, not a sprint to a finish line.
I once heard on a podcast that there are two kinds of wars:
Ā Ā Finite warsāwhere thereās a winner and a loser.
Ā Ā Infinite warsālike the Cold Warāwhere the goal isnāt to win, but to endure and stay the course.
Fitness, to me, is an infinite game.
There is no final victory. Itās about showing up consistently, not achieving a single transformation. Itās about choosing this path over and over again, every day.
That said, I do have some small personal milestones in mind:
ā A clearer mind and stronger psyche
ā A good-looking of abs (letās be real!)
Date : 06-08-2025
Today is a rainy day. As usual, rainy days are the laziest. Iām bored, and thatās why my mind is filled with so many thoughts.
Lonely life sucks, trust me. Leaving my country isnāt necessarily depressing, but itās not easy either. However, Iām not brokenājust a little low. Not stressed, but maybe a bit depressed. Sometimes, it feels like nothing makes senseāa life that feels null and void.
Anyway, I donāt want to make you feel upset. This blog, which I started today, is for me. It will be all about meāmy memories, my life, my philosophy. This writing is simply to express how I feel and document my journey.
A quote I love:
āThe exquisite beauty of life.ā
Iām grateful for what I have and for being a tiny part of the universe as a human being.
I wonāt write much today. This entry is just about the memory of yesterday.