うみたがり

隠れて　見つめて

繋げて　射止めた？

（極めて控えめ）

気づいて　気づいて

足りないものばっかりずっと増えてくの

ほんのりつらいな。

そのたびごと　「情けない」　じゃ済まされない、

（もっと大袈裟に痛がろう…！）

その場凌ぎではだめなのに

止まらぬ衝動をうずかせて

また地獄の連鎖に知らん顔

ほんとの続きを考えないように…

見初めて　あわせて

見惚れて　でれでれ

いままで　弱くて

ごめんね　ね

今になって、首をぎゅっと絞めてくる

優しい思い出

昇っただけ沈むは、お約束

（待って。そういうの怖すぎる…！）

あなたと一緒に笑い合う

おとぎの明日を可愛がる、

白々しく飛び交う痛み分け

ほんとの終わりを長引かせるために、

いつまで

前を向いて　もたもた進んでくわけだ…？

いつまで

格好付けて「ラブ」とかいうものを捏ねる

その場凌ぎではだめなのに、

怪しいレールを信じ込む

物々しく　でしゃばる物思い

繋げておきたい首の皮

あたまがしびれて熱くなる

「あなたの電波に溶かされたい！」

たどたどしい足取り　帰リ道、

あなたの優しさが嬉しかったんだ！！

嬉しかったんだ。

つくって　あそんだ

思い出　塞いで

どうして　生まれた？

それはね…

？

I hid away, stared anyway

Lit up the way and made you stay?

(Must play it safe and stay away)

What’s in the way? What’s in your way?

Everything that I lack's a growing stack that will never go away

It’s kind of a pain.

And every time it’s said, “you’re pitiful” won’t describe it in full,

(Hurting’s not enough, I gotta play it up!)

But band-aids won’t do for a wretched, weeping wound

Pain they prod awake of impulses in my brain,

Still I turn a blinded eye to the line of hells in sight

Closing off my mind from the story that’s unfurling for me…

A single look was all it took

To make me fall in love with you

The yester-me: yellow bellied

Forgive me, please

They weigh around my neck, adorning me, yet they're also choking me,

These honey-sweet memories

And though I'm in the clouds, I must come down, like those silly stories

(Wait a minute, that's what haunts me in my sleep…!)

Thoughts of you and me, smiling in a rosy scene

Future fantasies that I hold so dear to me

As we dance without a care till we must leave our affair

Striving to retain the true ending of the story for me,

How long must I

Keep holding up my head and go at a snail’s pace so slow on the road…?

How long must I

Keep up this act for so-called “love?” It’s a game we play but never will score

Though band-aids won’t do for a wretched, weeping wound

I will trust these rails, though they may take me nowhere

Latching on and won’t let go, a stubborn thought won’t leave me be

Clinging to a hope that you’ll light the way to me

Burning up inside, my head’s on fire but it’s fine

“Melt me with your mind, till our waves at last align!”

As I limp along the road, as I make my way back home

I’ll recall your warmth that you gave, you’ve filled my heart with joy!!

You’ve filled my heart with joy.

What we have made from our play

I hid away inside my brain

How to explain why they were made?

Well, let’s just say…

?