Bad Apple!!

流れてく　時の中ででも　

気だるさが　ほらグルグル廻って

私から　離れる心も　

見えないわ　そう知らない？

自分から　動くこともなく　

時の隙間に　流され続けて

知らないわ　周りのことなど　

私は私　それだけ

夢見てる？　なにも見てない？　

語るも無駄な　自分の言葉

悲しむなんて　疲れるだけよ　

何も感じず　過ごせばいいの

戸惑う言葉　与えられても　

自分の心　ただ上の空

もし私から　動くのならば　

すべて変えるのなら　黒にする

こんな自分に　未来はあるの？　

こんな世界に　私はいるの？

今切ないの？　今悲しいの？　

自分の事も　わからないまま

歩むことさえ　疲れるだけよ　

人のことなど　知りもしないわ

こんな私も　変われるのなら　

もし変われるのなら　白になる

流れてく　時の中ででも　

気だるさが　ほらグルグル廻って

私から　離れる心も　

見えないわ　そう知らない？

自分から　動くこともなく　

時の隙間に　流され続けて

知らないわ　周りのことなど　

私は私　それだけ

夢見てる？　なにも見てない？　

語るも無駄な　自分の言葉

悲しむなんて　疲れるだけよ　

何も感じず　過ごせばいいの

戸惑う言葉　与えられても　

自分の心　ただ上の空

もし私から　動くのならば　

すべて変えるのなら　黒にする

無駄な時間に　未来はあるの？　

こんな所に　私はいるの？

私のことを　言いたいならば　

ことばにするのなら　「ろくでなし」

こんな所に　私はいるの？ 

こんな時間に　私はいるの？

こんな私も　変われるもなら　

もし変われるのなら　白になる

今夢見てる？　なにも見てない？　

語るも無駄な　自分の言葉

悲しむなんて　疲れるだけよ　

何も感じず　過ごせばいいの

戸惑う言葉　与えられても　

自分の心　ただ上の空

もし私から　動くのならば　

すべて変えるのなら　黒にする

動くのならば　動くのならば　

すべて壊すわ　すべて壊すわ

悲しむならば　悲しむならば　

私の心　白く変われる？

貴方の事も　私のことも　

全ての事も　まだ知らないの

重い目蓋を　開けたのならば　

すべて壊すのなら　黒になれ！！！

Ever on and on, I continue circling with

Nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony, till

Slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing, and

Suddenly I see that I can't break free, I'm

Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity, with

Nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony, to

Tell me who I am, who I was, uncertainty

Enveloping my mind till I can't break free, and

Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real

But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel

So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside

And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say, you can tell me where to go

But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know

If I make another move, there'd be no more turning back

Because everything would change, and it all will fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?

Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?

Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay or should I go?

I've forgotten how to tell, did I ever even know?

Can I take another step? I've done everything I can

All the people that I see I will never understand

If I find a way to change, if I step into the light

Then I'll never be the same, and it all would fade to white

Ever on and on, I continue circling with

Nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony, till

Slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing, and

Suddenly I see that I can't break free, I'm

Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity, with

Nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony, to

Tell me who I am, who I was, uncertainty

Enveloping my mind till I can't break free, and

Maybe it's a dream, maybe nothing else is real

But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel

So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside

And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say, you can tell me where to go

But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know

If I make another move, there'd be no more turning back

Because everything would change, and it all will fade to black

Will tomorrow be the same? Will it leave me in the night?

Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?

If I tell you who I am, if I'm hated or a friend

I would only ever say that I'm "better left for dead"

Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?

Am I even here today? Was I lost within the night?

If I find a way to change, if I step into the light

Then I'll never be the same, and it all would fade to white

Maybe everything's a dream, maybe nothing else is real

But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel

So I'm tired of all the pain, of the misery inside

And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night

You can tell me what to say, you can tell me where to go

But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know

If I make another move, there'd be no more turning back

Because everything would change, and it all will fade to black

If I make another move, if I take another step

Then it all would fall apart, there'd be nothing of me left

If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night

Will there ever be a way? Can my heart return to white?

Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?

I've forgotten how to see, I've forgotten if I can

If I opened up my eyes, there'd be no more going back

'Cause I'd throw it all away, and it all will fade to black!!!