Remembering Baba
Pranab Bhattacharya
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Remembering Baba
Pranab Bhattacharya
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Nobody can forget
His or her father.
But the child who never
Saw his father,
Or the child whose father
Died before her birth,
Or the child whose father
Left this earth at his
Childhood,
How can he remember
His father in his life?
He feels, feels, only feels
His father's presence
Through the eyes of his mother:
When at every evening
He used to see tears dropping
From his mothers eyes
When she combed her hair,
The boy felt his father's presence.
When, every year, his elder
Brothers and sisters
Got together one certain
Day to garland his father’s photo
On white washed wall,
The boy could feel his father's absence.
When someone tried to disturb his friends
Those friends would call father
But the boy
Only felt helpless, he didn’t have someone to call.
Throughout the journey
Of his life, he felt, realised
The need of presence,
The necessary magnitude of a father.
But he could not touch
The photo with a fear:
If his father comes out
From the frame, how can he reply who he is?
He stares at the sky,
All the stars give him
The taste of Daddy.
He blinks,
But can not dare to think
What reply he can
Keep ready.