Me ... IN REVERSE

>>> I AM NOT A PERSON WHO LIKES TO DISAPPOINT … I AM NO LONGER IN THIS WORLD, I AM OF THIS WORLD ... I AM NOT THE SAVIOR; I AM HIS COUSIN ... I AM SORRY FOR MY NIHILISM AND NEGATIVITY ... I BELIEVE I WILL PROBABLY DIE ... I FEEL LIKE SHIT ... AND YET I DESIRE ADMIRATION, I FEEL ENTITLED TO THAT, AT LEAST ... I AM NOT A WRITER, BECAUSE ... I AM WELL-PLEASED WITH YOUR SERVICE TO THIS COMPANY ... I AM HERE TO RECALL, TO INVESTIGATE, TO REPORT, TO EXPERIENCE THIS MIDWAY PURGATORY ... I AM SAD ... I OWN THEM ALL ... IN A SHITTY WESTERN TOWN, I MAKE FRIENDS WITH A POLICEMAN ... I HAVE, I HAVE BLOOD ... I'M JUST DOING AS I'M TOLD ... I SHOT A CAT ... ABOUT THE SCARIEST SHOT I EVER SHOT ... I THOUGHT ABOUT PULLING RANK ... I OPENED MY MOUTH ... I ACHIEVED LEVITATION ... THAT'S A FAULT OF MINE — TAKING THINGS TOO FAR ... I'M A BIT OVER-THE-TOP ... I FALL TO MY KNEES ... I PUKE ALL OVER THE GRASS ... I AM TORN AND PISSED OFF AND ELATED ... I AM A FIRST-WAVE AMERICAN MILLENNIAL WATCHING THE GLOAMING OF MY YOUTH >>>