Just a door of perception 

The path is not limited by reality. Dinara suggested that I ground myself, but I will remain expansive until I reach an agreement with Saturn about the specifics. Our dreams are collisions with the "soul." I wonder: do we define our own destiny or not? How do we influence reality? There is a Will of the universe for everything, which offers only the path to choose, but we do not choose the script. Although I have seen my future dozens of times, nevertheless, fate has always become intertwined with the unknown and forced me to choose. This is a point of bifurcation, beyond which order will be established according to the choice made. An introduction to the Soul and its experience. At a pivotal moment, fate offered me a choice where something had to die. It doesn't ask if you want to choose or not; what is meant to happen will happen. Something must inevitably die. In the Tarot arcana, the 13th Arcana of Death is associated with transformation. Our choices lead to transformation. But the most interesting thing in life is always that we never know for sure. And then… 

Morpheus opened for me the immeasurable expanses of his world.. He loved and loves me, for free giving me a 5-second ticket by the size of a life. He painted my dreams by all colors, details, feelings and fears for that so that I would cognize. He collided me with death, he turned on me the elements, failed me into quicksands, at the very goal, made [me] sob in the sands of my dried river of life. He threw me off many times from the rocky and snowy peaks of mountains, where I rolled down together with avalanche to the very plateau. He seated me in a well, the depth of which was denoted by a barely noticeable light. He collided me with a demon and inserted into [my] hand a dagger. He bit me with his snakes. He paralyzed my legs before a black abyss in fear of falling through.

He gave to me the possibility to see of unimaginable beauty sunsets, submerged me into the turquoise waters of oceans, tore me away from the ground and gave to look at Space. Gave to feel passion and endless love. He showed to me the future and the present. I [am] a child of his cradle.

As Jung wrote “Dream — this is not only the fulfillment of infantile desires, he also symbolizes the future… Dream provides the answer through a symbol, which needs to be understood’.”