Carceral power, in its formations and formulations, increasingly shapes the global condition. From El Salvador’s mega-prisons to Israel’s legal “black holes,” from mass incarceration in the US to Assad’s prison state in Syria, incarceration has become a mode of state warfare against civilians and dissidents. Lebanon, where prisons are molded by decades of colonial intervention, military occupations, and brutalizing state neglect, exemplifies this phenomenon. As war engulfs Lebanon once again, it becomes clear that carceral power extends far beyond prison walls – its violent effects reverberate, constraining and shaping conditions of survival at every turn. This doctoral dissertation project looks then to formerly incarcerated women to guide understandings both of the reach of carceral power and possibilities of living. Through life history interviews and other creative ethnographic methods, I seek not only to draw out carceral effects in the everyday but also to envision collaboratively a future beyond carceral warscapes.
In May 2025, I successfully defended my dissertation project's research proposal. I plan on beginning ethnographic fieldwork in September 2025.
Completed as part of my Master's degree in Anthropology at the American University of Beirut, this is an exploration of multispecies relationships in Beirut focusing on themes of care, relatedness, place-making, and survival amidst precarity. Follow the link to learn more.
I am deeply inspied by what anthropologist Lisa Stevenson has called "imagistic knowledge," a form of knowledge that makes room for uncertainty, contradiction, and for experiences that cannot be verbalized. Imagistic knowledge attends to the myriad of human experiences that cannot be verbalized or expressed in words alone.
Before Stevenson, Walter Benjamin wrote about "thought-images" in his memoir Berlin Childhood Before 1900. Thought-images are pieces of writing in which image and thought cannot be separated. They speak to the imagistic nature of memory: memories come to us in images, sounds, senses, feeling.
In my work, I combine sensory, aural, imagistic knowledge as well as creative/artistic expressions to fully and faithfully encapsulate the complexity of human experience. I experiment with this in personal side projects such as those below.
Sounds that I heard before, during, or after August 4, 2020.
Words fail -- "the flowers that fall from my mouth are changed into toads" (Stephane Mallarme) -- so I tried to use sound to explain what I experienced and felt that day, and what I have remembered in the past year.
[August 1, 2021]
In the past few years, I've tried to write about the uprising, the explosion, everything that happened in the past few years. But everything I wrote felt stale. Here, I tried to use sound to remember. Working with sound gives me the freedom to do what l can't do in words.
I will never be able to describe or explain in words the sense of spontaneity and possibility that totally pervaded during those months in 2019, so instead, I collected the sounds of it.
[October 16, 2022]