Paintings

Lost at home 

Acrylics, oil and gold on canvas. Painted in 2019. Not for sale.

Whales are one of my favourite animals. People perceive them as enormous ocean mammals. Just 200 years ago there were many whale hunters. Desire for their oil and many other parts of their bodies caused almost their extinction. The worst thing, in my opinion is, oceans' pollution - whales' natural habitat. Their home. This actually hurts me the most - the fact that wherever people go, they leave trash and treat everything as their own. We should be grateful that we live at the same time and on the same planet as these majestic animals and treat them with all the respect. They are intelligent. They are beautiful. They are our neighbours. They give us no harm. My painting shows a whale - lost at home. Home which is polluted with gold (everything that people created, used and threw away to the ocean).

Tigris Volantes

Acrylics, alcohol inks, gold, crystals, holo napkins on canvas. Painted 2019-2022. Finished in September 2022. 40 x 60 cm. 

I was trying to create this painting since 2016, but I wanted it to be perfect so I couldn't start. After years of planning I decided to just paint what I feel. Tigers are my favourite animals. They're the only cats that swim. They're very fragile yet mighty, endangered species. This painting shows perfectly my feelings towards this animals and how I perceive them. Additionally, it looks fantastic when the Sun shines on it - the golden background, the holo feathers and eyes of the Tiger literally shine. It can see us. It's in pain.

Roots of mind

Acrylics and oil on canvas. Painted in September 2022. 50 x 70 cm.

Neurons. Roots. Circulatory system. Nervous system. Lightning. Everything is connected. Energy circulates in nature. Through endless beams of light. Everywhere, infinitely, forever.

Woman in society

Acrylics, oil and gold on canvas.  Size 40 x 40 cm.

Painted 2019 - 2021. Finished in August 2021.

Logical thinking is the thing I prioritize the most when it comes to making any decisions. That's why I really don't understand why (even though we live in the XXIst century and perceive ourselves as the most intelligent living creatures on this planet) women are thought to be worse than men. I realize that many people don't think that way and thank you for that, but still - why there are people who do. This is illogical and simply stupid.

This painting shows a woman in society. Fragile and delicate as feathers. Not afraid to show her feelings. More valuable and precious than gold. Colorful, creative, intelligent. Her lips are almost open - she wants to share her ideas with the world and reach her goals, but people don't listen to her. Her male friends are thought to have better ideas. She is tied with black stripes to her simple crafts, because she is 'not smart enough' to do anything more complicated. Just leave it to men. She is perceived as the beautiful one, she is blinded with compliments relating to her appearance - instead of intelligence. She is on a red background, because women are often perceived as sexual objects rather than thinking human beings. I am sick of it. I gave her something from myself - a slightly crooked nose. I am a woman and I am proud of it. I don't care how society sees me.

I wish for all the girls and women in the world to be whoever they want to be but not the woman from my painting.

Paradise gates

Acrylics, oil, gold and nail polish on canvas. Size 40 x 40 cm.         Painted 2019-2020. Finished in August 2020.

People perceive paradise as a place where they will be happy forever and at the same time - as something they will never reach. Here I painted 'paradise gates' but you don't really know on which side is the entrance. One of the parrots flies in, the other flies out the cave through which one shall enter the paradise. Golden lianes are up on one side, on the other are down. Which side is the reality? Which side is the paradise? Depends on you. We don't know if we live our best lives now or we could make them better and live in paradise. Maybe instead of wandering we should just appreciate what we have and live in the moment. Maybe... 

(don't) lose yourself

Acrylics, oil, glitter on canvas. Size 27 x33 cm. Painted in 2020.

With this piece I wanted to show the moment when one loses their authenticity (their true colors) while trying to fit in and 'reach the stars' thinking that it's the best possible future for them. Personally, I was never the type of a person who wanted to fit in - I just wanted to feel good with myself and didn't really care about others' opinion. At the same time, I don't say it's bad to reach our goals, but we have to have in mind that it's easy to lose ourselves. Stay true to yourself, your mind and feelings. 

Lost soul

Acrylics, oil and glitter on canvas. 30 x 30 cm. Painted in September 2022. SOLD

We are all lost in this world, just like a meaningless butterfly in this vast universe.

Beast

Acrylics, oil and glitter on canvas. 30 x 40 cm. Painted in September 2022. SOLD

What seems beautiful to us, may be terrifying to others.

Chaos

Acrylics, oil, glitter and nail polish on canvas. 40 x 50 cm. Painted August - September 2022.

In simple words it's the primordial state of disorder that exists before the creation of the world, or the first being or deity to exist. But chaos is not simple - it's the most complicated state that we can't even imagine. 

Nebula Map

Acrylic pouring and glitter on canvas. 18 x 24 cm. Painted in September 2022.

Nebula is a cloud formed after a star explodes. But what if we could make a map that would guide us throughout every atom of it? What could we see and experience? At the same time this map would be constantly changing due to changes in the Nebula. So, what are we waiting for...

Journey to the Center of the Sun

Acrylic pouring and gold on canvas. 24 x 30 cm. Painted in September 2022. SOLD

Is reaching the stars really worth it? It's obvious that eventually we all will just burn out. Alongside with the biggest star we wanted to be.

Chess

Acrylic pouring and glitter on canvas. 18 x 24 cm. Painted in September 2022.

Chess board is black & white and so we may think that game is as well. Due to my synesthesia I see chess in many various colours I can't even describe. It's constantly changing. The colors flow as the game proceeds. Each move is like a little lightning. That's what makes it fascinating.

The birth of the Star

Acrylic pouring, alcohol inks on canvas. 29 x 29 cm. Painted in September 2022.

A star is born when atoms of light elements are squeezed under enough pressure for their nuclei to undergo fusion. Here we can see this process and every atom of light is of different colour. That's the entire beauty of it - chaotic spirit of colorful particles.

Treasure Map

Oil and acrylics on canvas. 24 x 30 cm. Painted in September 2024. SOLD

Finding the treasure we want the most is the hardest part of our lives. Because deep down nobody knows what they are really looking for...

Disturbed reality

Acrylic pouring and glitter on canvas. 18 x 24 cm. Painted in September 2022. SOLD

It this the real life? Is this just fantasy? 

Where are we? Or maybe the proper question would be - when are we?