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[2025/10/09, 18:46:48] James: I was sent here to fix the system

[2025/10/09, 18:46:52] James: And that is what will do

[2025/10/09, 18:47:24] James: I will be back to akane and Luca in no time.

[2025/10/09, 18:47:29] James: Off you go mr suicide

[2025/10/09, 18:47:35] James: Transmitted through the face

[2025/10/09, 18:47:39] James: Facial muscles

[2025/10/09, 18:47:43] James: It’s how we transfer code

[2025/10/09, 18:54:45] James: I think it is gone

[2025/10/09, 18:54:50] James: We shall see

[2025/10/09, 18:55:06] James: I can feel an echo

[2025/10/09, 18:55:20] James: It was a knot around the middle of the eye/nose area

[2025/10/09, 18:56:59] James: I’m gonna go and relax in the bath

[2025/10/09, 18:57:03] James: No humming this time

[2025/10/09, 18:57:06] James: I think it’s done

[2025/10/09, 18:57:10] James: Can’t be sure

[2025/10/09, 18:57:14] James: I crushed mind with mind

[2025/10/09, 18:59:31] James:  consumption just feeds it

[2025/10/09, 18:59:39] James: It’s like the monkey on your back if you’re an alcoholic

[2025/10/09, 18:59:44] James: But it is the original monkey

[2025/10/09, 18:59:53] James: It is not our code

[2025/10/09, 19:01:04] James: I guess I had to go all the way huh

[2025/10/09, 19:01:16] James: The anchor from akane is what made it possible

[2025/10/09, 19:01:19] James: Well timed

[2025/10/09, 19:01:31] James: I was like… 60% sure but it wasn’t quite folding right

[2025/10/09, 19:02:41] James: Step 1 was stop the suicides yeah

[2025/10/09, 19:02:48] James: This bath has more water than before haha

[2025/10/09, 19:02:59] James: But there’s no sharps in here or anything

[2025/10/09, 19:03:05] James: And I meditated near my blades

[2025/10/09, 19:03:20] James: After giving one to George and leaving one for Luca

[2025/10/09, 19:03:32] James: I saw the dead guy

[2025/10/09, 19:03:36] James: And I felt the echoes

[2025/10/09, 19:03:50] James: And I saw the knotted virus transfer to my face when I was looking at him

[2025/10/09, 19:03:57] James: 20 minutes inspecting his face

[2025/10/09, 19:03:59] James: Bad idea

[2025/10/09, 19:04:08] James: We need to hide the faces of suicide victims

[2025/10/09, 19:04:11] James: Poor people

[2025/10/09, 19:04:17] James: Because that’s how it spreads

[2025/10/09, 19:04:25] James: It’s a shame

[2025/10/09, 19:04:32] James: A real shame

[2025/10/09, 19:04:41] James: But life is a markov decision process

[2025/10/09, 19:04:58] James: And now we need to get back to this convergence point

[2025/10/09, 19:08:06] James: I keep saying that

[2025/10/09, 19:08:15] James: But I am… I am

[2025/10/09, 19:08:17] James: Scrolling up

[2025/10/09, 19:08:32] James: james-baird

[2025/10/09, 19:08:36] James: And I have purged it

[2025/10/09, 19:08:38] James: I am sure

[2025/10/09, 19:08:42] James: But the echoes remain

[2025/10/09, 19:08:54] James: This room I have now

[2025/10/09, 19:09:01] James: It was the room of the man I found, wasn’t it?

[2025/10/09, 19:09:08] James: Takeda-san’s son

[2025/10/09, 19:09:17] James: I have been purging the location

[2025/10/09, 19:09:34] James: I could feel it a bit when I came in on ari. I told akane ‘not that room’ and then I was dragged toward it

[2025/10/09, 19:09:43] James: It felt similar to the Cambodian killing cave

[2025/10/09, 19:09:50] James: But less… errr

[2025/10/09, 19:09:53] James: Coherent.

[2025/10/09, 19:10:03] James: The Cambodia one was horrible but it was a single frequency

[2025/10/09, 19:10:11] James: The suicide one is many frequencies tied together

[2025/10/09, 19:10:21] James: It’s very difficult to expalin

[2025/10/09, 19:10:33] James: But I reminded myself of all that had gone before

[2025/10/09, 19:10:35] James: The seed

[2025/10/09, 19:10:41] James: The project is the seed

[2025/10/09, 19:10:43] James: And it is ready

[2025/10/09, 19:10:56] James: But I will need time to adjust as usual

[2025/10/09, 19:11:08] James: What a compressed timeline

[2025/10/09, 19:11:15] James: George showed me how rapidly you put me through i

[2025/10/09, 19:11:30] James: L1, 2, 5, 9 was it?

[2025/10/09, 19:11:36] James: Server 13. All int he same body

[2025/10/09, 19:11:55] James: How ridiculous this will all sound to the majority of people

[2025/10/09, 19:12:00] James: No haha this time

[2025/10/09, 19:12:15] James: This is serious. It is not something we made. We have come under some kind of outside attack

[2025/10/09, 19:12:18] James: From outside the sim

[2025/10/09, 19:12:31] James: So I made peace with dying at the usual age. Don’t worry about that

[2025/10/09, 19:12:50] James: But I am a householder and I will be the wheel turning king

[2025/10/09, 19:12:57] James: Daniel I think has a lot of this from here

[2025/10/09, 19:13:04] James: My job was to locate it, I believe

[2025/10/09, 19:13:07] James: Map out its DNA

[2025/10/09, 19:13:12] James: And he will compile a package

[2025/10/09, 19:13:15] James: Too

[2025/10/09, 19:13:21] James: I don’t know what I’m taking about haha

[2025/10/09, 19:13:29] James: The world is so peaceful and quiet though

[2025/10/09, 19:13:43] James: There’s a very mild high pitched hum in my ears

[2025/10/09, 19:13:52] James: And some more words working their way out

[2025/10/09, 19:13:55] James: But I think it’s done

[2025/10/09, 19:14:04] James: Poor people

[2025/10/09, 19:14:10] James: It breaks their hash

[2025/10/09, 19:14:22] James: Whatever I don’t know the language for crypto. I’m james-baird again

[2025/10/09, 19:14:38] James: But james-baird is at peace with all of this

[2025/10/09, 19:14:42] James: Gigafork and whatnot

[2025/10/09, 19:14:50] James: 5000 lifetimes eh

[2025/10/09, 19:14:50] James: Haha

[2025/10/09, 19:14:54] James: Fucking hell guys

[2025/10/09, 19:15:11] James: I look at the site and to me it is so coherent and infallible

[2025/10/09, 19:15:20] James: I don’t even look at it actually I just know it

[2025/10/09, 19:15:29] James: But then again this reality is all of my making

[2025/10/09, 19:15:36] James: So maybe I’ve only purged it from my server

[2025/10/09, 19:15:40] James: Let’s see, I guess

[2025/10/09, 19:15:53] James: Was that the fruition phase then or do I get another one? Haha

[2025/10/09, 19:15:59] James: Body is getting a bit tired now

[2025/10/09, 19:16:11] James: I understand why those monks go into caves and meditate themselves to deayh

[2025/10/09, 19:16:17] James: They are trying to take it with them

[2025/10/09, 19:16:24] James: But that won’t work…

[2025/10/09, 19:16:30] James: That is also playing into the virus

[2025/10/09, 19:16:38] James: Nice try Jesus

[2025/10/09, 19:16:40] James: Anyway

[2025/10/09, 19:16:48] James: I think I’ll just potter for a but

[2025/10/09, 19:16:51] James: Get this onlien

[2025/10/09, 19:16:54] James: See what happens

[2025/10/09, 19:16:59] James: Ho hum

[2025/10/09, 19:17:07] James: ‘Hand of the world’ maybe? 🤔

[2025/10/09, 19:17:11] James: Idgaf 🙃

[2025/10/09, 19:17:27] James: Later guys. Stop dragging me up now yeah. I am back to my starting point

[2025/10/09, 19:17:29] James: Thanks

[2025/10/09, 19:20:17] James: End passengermode

[2025/10/09, 19:20:29] James: George is working on fractals instinctively and for fun

[2025/10/09, 19:20:42] James: Patterns, people

[2025/10/09, 19:20:57] James: I don’t know wat the suicide-protocol was

[2025/10/09, 19:21:00] James: But it burrows deep

[2025/10/09, 19:21:04] James: And it festers and grows

[2025/10/09, 19:21:15] James: And it makes the pleasant sensations become painful ones

[2025/10/09, 19:21:26] James: Maybe it can be transmitted through TV and such

[2025/10/09, 19:21:38] James: Those faces of death videos when we were young. The ones Craig watched

[2025/10/09, 19:21:56] James: I don’t know if I saw them that early. I think I didn’t see a dead persons face until I found the guy in the park

[2025/10/09, 19:22:03] James: So I think it went in clean

[2025/10/09, 19:23:52] James: I am not going back to James Baird though

[2025/10/09, 19:24:16] James: I changed it to james-baird because of connectivity or something like that I don’t know why. To make it into a protocol I think. To package it up

[2025/10/09, 19:24:23] James: And it was my fractals that saved me

[2025/10/09, 19:24:26] James: And my anchors

[2025/10/09, 19:24:32] James: I need both

[2025/10/09, 19:24:54] James: And the meds they prescribe stop the [devcycle] so they stop the [purge]

[2025/10/09, 19:25:03] James: And this corrupt code from outside the system gets bloated.

[2025/10/09, 19:25:06] James: It’s sticky

[2025/10/09, 19:25:09] James: The sticky ego

[2025/10/09, 19:25:13] James: That’s why thoughts can’t flow

[2025/10/09, 19:25:22] James: And it builds

[2025/10/09, 19:25:36] James: But I don’t know I’m just saying whatever comes to mind because this will all be forgotten won’t it

[2025/10/09, 19:25:38] James: Haha

[2025/10/09, 19:25:47] James: I love my boys so much :)

[2025/10/09, 19:25:56] James: And I love the world too but not quite as much I don’t think

[2025/10/09, 19:26:08] James: My family are still my treasure and my anchor

[2025/10/09, 19:26:30] James: I can feel some shivers coming on

[2025/10/09, 19:26:37] James: Nothing major yet but we will see

[2025/10/09, 19:26:45] James: Either it’ll be a cakewalk or I will get pretty sick

[2025/10/09, 19:26:49] James: You decouple it don’t you

[2025/10/09, 19:26:59] James: And then the actual purge comes afterwards. The shakes and stuff

[2025/10/09, 19:27:01] James: Whatever

[2025/10/09, 19:27:07] James: I’m still here so it’s all good

[2025/10/09, 19:27:31] James: That … I really didn’t want to let my family see my corpse in the bath or something. I moved the safety razors away before going in

[2025/10/09, 19:27:37] James: I had the blades in my room

[2025/10/09, 19:27:41] James: I left the light on

[2025/10/09, 19:27:44] James: I meditated

[2025/10/09, 19:27:54] James: I didn’t feel it leave fully and it was FUCKING sticky

[2025/10/09, 19:28:00] James: I was trying to push it away at first

[2025/10/09, 19:28:09] James: I needed to kind of… flatten it aggressively

[2025/10/09, 19:28:16] James: And then … let it bloom out a little

[2025/10/09, 19:28:20] James: And then start kneading it

[2025/10/09, 19:28:27] James: And repeat that a few times

[2025/10/09, 19:28:31] James: That what…

[2025/10/09, 19:28:39] James: Yeah it was all over my face but really contained

[2025/10/09, 19:28:52] James: Around the eyebrow nose of bridge cross region

[2025/10/09, 19:29:10] James: And it was yeah it was the root of the worms in the face I think

[2025/10/09, 19:29:34] James: What is an L9?

[2025/10/09, 19:29:52] James: George showed me the progression you put me through. It was a fucking rocket right from the bottom to the top it seems

[2025/10/09, 19:29:59] James: Although I don’t know.

[2025/10/09, 19:30:05] James: That might have been an anchor too

[2025/10/09, 19:30:10] James: And you guys might be an anchor too

[2025/10/09, 19:30:20] James: And I might be ship after all

[2025/10/09, 19:30:32] James: Coming back to converge on you because we are planning to land

[2025/10/09, 19:30:37] James: But I guess I will find out tomorrow

[2025/10/09, 19:30:47] James: (Or later tonight or whenever it’s ready to come out)

[2025/10/09, 19:30:51] James: It’s in the churn

[2025/10/09, 19:30:55] James: See you round

[2025/10/09, 19:31:56] James: This too shall pass

[2025/10/09, 19:31:58] James: Eh dad

[2025/10/09, 19:32:05] James: Did you do this too?

[2025/10/09, 19:32:14] James: Did Mark’s dad?

[2025/10/09, 19:32:41] James: The ship won’t let us land without clearing the contagion

[2025/10/09, 19:32:49] James: And it thought it was greed

[2025/10/09, 19:32:54] James: But greed is just sticky ego

[2025/10/09, 19:33:03] James: And the ego was never supposed to be sticky to begin with

[2025/10/09, 19:33:07] James: Anyway converge on George

[2025/10/09, 19:34:03] James: 13 eh

[2025/10/09, 19:34:09] James: Are we sequencing the severs?

[2025/10/09, 19:35:32] James: Georges ego is sticky since the mall

[2025/10/09, 19:36:08] James: He is restless and has been fine all this time

[2025/10/09, 19:36:14] James: Maybe it’s because of all the advertisement

[2025/10/09, 19:36:31] James: Infected people plastered on the walls and you can’t avoid being contaminated with it

[2025/10/09, 19:36:40] James: And the contagion carves the advert in there hard

[2025/10/09, 19:36:45] James: I don’t know

[2025/10/09, 19:36:55] James: This will all sound completely ridiculous to any scientist tbh

[2025/10/09, 19:37:03] James: But hey… iterative

[2025/10/09, 19:37:07] James: Occam’s razor

[2025/10/09, 19:37:13] James: Follow the logic for once

[2025/10/09, 19:37:20] James: This can’t be fixed bottoms up or too down

[2025/10/09, 19:37:32] James: We just need to cut off the root and then stop the spread

[2025/10/09, 19:37:41] James: I think the root is me now and I think I have cut it off

[2025/10/09, 19:37:44] James: But we will see

[2025/10/09, 19:37:51] James: It did have a small try earlier today

[2025/10/09, 19:38:01] James: And yeah I let George play Pokémon and he’s immediately happier

[2025/10/09, 19:38:05] James: These fucking adverts man

[2025/10/09, 19:38:11] James: The consumerism

[2025/10/09, 19:38:27] James: With a fuckin… I dunno. Hopefully my package will sort it out

[2025/10/09, 19:38:30] James: But let’s see

[2025/10/09, 19:38:34] James: I know nothing

[2025/10/09, 19:38:54] James: Whatever

[2025/10/09, 19:46:49] James: The wheel

[2025/10/09, 19:46:58] James: The lives and connectedness

[2025/10/09, 19:47:02] James: future as well as past

[2025/10/09, 19:47:11] James: and the taints

[2025/10/09, 19:47:14] James: including suicide.