If I had to sum up my past year in one word, it would be patience. Not the kind you learn when you’re waiting in line, but the kind you earn when you stop trying to control every outcome and just let things flow. Last year, I stopped setting crazy standards for myself and started giving myself permission to just be — present, human, learning.
How I Grew
One major shift was realizing I didn’t have to walk away when things got tough. I used to tap out fast. But last year, I found myself in situations where I would’ve quit before — and instead, I stayed. I worked through it. I kept showing up. That felt like real growth. I was proud of my good attendance, not just at school or work, but in life. I chose to be present even when things weren’t perfect. I also learned that growth doesn’t always come from changing your surroundings. Sometimes, it’s about how you grow from what you’ve already changed. I had some rough patches, especially with communication. It wasn’t easy, but it got better. I leaned on the adults around me, the ones who had already been there. I didn’t need new support. I needed to actually use what I already had.
The Moment That Stuck With Me
My favorite memory from last year was my first day back from vacation. I walked in and realized I was missed. That might seem small to some people, but to me, it meant everything. Knowing that I matter when I show up, that I leave an impact just by being myself, gave me a quiet kind of confidence. Tommy, my partner, was a big part of that year too. We grew together, and we worked well as a team. That kind of bond doesn’t happen overnight. It’s something you build, and I’m proud of how we showed up for each other.
A Summer Lesson That Taught Me
One of the most memorable lessons I taught last summer was our Ice Age project. It was creative, hands-on, and gave the kids space to let their imagination run wild. I remember being amazed at how they brought cities to life. Seeing where their imagination came from reminded me that learning is about more than just facts. It’s about wonder. If I could change anything, I’d give them more time. One day wasn’t enough. Two days would’ve let them dive deeper, add more detail, and really enjoy the process. But overall, the lesson was a win. Our lesson planning system works well, and we always test activities before we teach, which makes a difference. What I learned most from my students was that it’s okay to need a break. They reminded me that we all move at different speeds — and there’s nothing wrong with taking a moment to breathe.
Who I Am Now
I’ve made peace with the fact that I’ll make mistakes. I’m not perfect — but I’m strong. I’m worthy. And I’m learning that it’s not about avoiding failure, but how I move through it when it happens. This year, I’m leaning deeper into my creativity. I’m trusting my ideas, letting them bloom, and not holding myself back. I don’t need to control everything. I just need to keep showing up with patience and purpose.