[Verse 1]

I will not find my way back home

I can't forgive what I have done

I won't be saved when I'm at my weakest

I can take it

It's mine to keep

[Chorus]

'Cause I'll find myself in the shadows

In a shallow grave

how I hated you

Now I just hate myself

how I hated you

Now I just hate myself

[Verse 2]

I will not let myself steal her light

I don't deserve another life

I cannot win — I'll watch myself break

And I won't shed a tear for me this time

[Chorus]

'Cause I'll find myself in the shadows

In a shallow grave

how I hated you

Now I just hate myself

how I hated you

Now I just hate myself

[Bridge]

how I hated you

Now I just hate myself

how I hated you

Now I just hate myself

[Chorus]

'Cause I'll find myself in the shadows

In a shallow grave

how I hated you

Now I just hate myself

how I hated you

Now I just hate myself