Happy 2 Years of Love

To my dearest,

Today marks 730 days since I first met you. It was this day when we first wrote to each other privately. With our little greetings, my heart grew soft for your tenderness and charm, like clay that was molded with each interaction we had. I loved to spend time with you, each and every second of the day actually. From the morning to the night, my yearning consisted of being closest to you, in every way we possibly could during that time. But I was so shy to be around you. I thought you were the coolest and most sincere person I had ever met and I wanted to impress you as silly as that sounds. Every moment, I just wanted to have your attention, all of it.

Before that, I had spent my time questioning love, its purpose in my life, and whether it was important or not. I was so used to doing things on my own, that the mere idea of me being in love scared me. I was realizing just how important you had become to me. Yet I had no regrets about following that feeling, it was the little things you evoked out of me, and my love blossomed and soared to the sky. I still remember the first time I felt that feeling. We watched a movie together and how natural it felt. How perfect it was to me. I felt like I could do this for eternity with you: watching movies, listening to music, sharing thoughts and feelings, and just so many other things under the sun. 

You are and still are the best thing to happen to me.

How nervous I was to lose you but how exciting it had felt with each passing moment, to spend time in your presence, to share memories, pictures, jokes, and most of all love with each other. There were just so many things I had liked about you, feelings so strong I could not contain them. Feelings so strong I did not want to contain them but instead profess my love for you. It still makes me feel in awe of how much you had charmed me with your sweet ways.

Life with you felt so easy and familiar and it still does. This was the beauty of love I was starting to recognize and soak in. 

Is this what I was missing all along in my life? Yes, it was.

Someone who would share the same desires, someone to have endless conversation and companionship with. Now 2 years later, I have the greatest honor of still calling you mine. To wake up to you and rest with you at the end of the day. It seems crazy to me how much time has passed by, and how loving you still feels like it has only been a minute in time since we had first met. Time feels like it stops when I am with you and it is the best feeling in the entire world. Being close to you feels so good. 

Each day, I get to spend my time with the sweetest angel to grace this planet. And over these countless months, my love has only grown stronger for you, like the roots of a tree that has sprawled out in all directions. Each day with you calls for a moment of love and gratitude. From the time and dedication, and everything you put your mind to, you continue to amaze me and fill me with such deep passion. I am so proud to be with you and I could say this until my tongue falls out my mouth and my fingers fall off. You truly are the greatest. 

Even when our days are not always the best, we uplift one another and try our hardest, and it's something I admire about our love so much. No one is left giving more than the other, you are truly my other half. And as long as I live, I only wish to bring you peace, love, and adoration your way. With every fiber in my body, it fills me with such joy and sincerity that I can get to love you, and to be there for you in ways, unlike anyone else. I cherish that so much and I would not ever take that for granted. I couldn't ever. You will always have my deepest respect and care. I love you so much, always and forever. 

So on this special day, I want to take the time to honor the hardships, the triumphs, and the many memories we have made together over the course of these past 2 years. We started this journey of love together at such a tender time for the both of us, but time and time again, I am reminded of how special and beautiful our love is. Waking up to your beautiful messages, being able to hear your voice, indulging in the things you like and so many other great things I get to experience with you. I love it all so much. As I love you equally and far more than what my words can express. You truly capture my heart.

All I desire now, that we have reached such a great milestone, is to continue to be in your life, to have that honor to still love you, and to dedicate myself to you in the ways you deserve. 

(figure 1. is a map I made using lat and long data points)

You are my entire world and I would give or do anything for you. I would die for you in an instant and do anything to keep you safe. You are just so special and dear to me. I would cease to exist if I did not have you. Nor would I ever find true happiness or love again. 

You have no idea just how grateful I am for our relationship. I just want you to know how thankful I am, from the bottom of my heart, for your love and all the kindness, comfort, and support that you have shown me. You are the best partner anyone could ask for and you are someone that will continue to be my anchor throughout the craziness of this world. And I will continue to be your anchor for when times get tough and you feel like you don't have any strength. 

I will be your strength, your lover, and your best friend, and you won't ever have to do anything alone. I never want to leave your side no matter what. With you, life comes easy and all my worries wash away. You are the selenite that keeps me grounded. You are the sun that wraps me in warmth. You are the fluffy clouds that float above my house. You are my everything and so much more. With that being said, I am very happy to celebrate another anniversary with you!!! It fills me with such joy to still be breathing and alive alongside you, especially with everything that has been happening in the world. I pray that our future will be bright and with ease no matter what happens. I can't wait for the many more memories that we will have together as time passes by. How I love you so much, Jade. I always will. 

May our love live on forever!!

Sincerely,

R.

11-14-2023