The beginning of a miracle is need. This was my moment of need.
Blog 1: January 2023
For 2023 I am asking God for miracles. The downside to miracles is that there is always a prerequisite. There must be a need that is beyond human ability to reach. Only then can we notice the Divine arm being stretched. It is this part of miracles that I dislike. I dislike feeling the pressure of a need that I don’t know how to fill on my own.
2023’s season of miracles started a few months ago, I was driving my RV into a gas station and was making a left turn. I cut the angle too short and ended up colliding with a low concrete partition. I was over 2 hours from my destination and suddenly had no idea if I was going get there. I felt panic rising but managed to look around the vehicle. I noted that I could still drive it, there were no weird sounds from the engine, no smoke, and no leaking anywhere. That helped me breathe a little! Then I looked closely at the outside storage doors that took most of the impact. It was obvious that I could not drive on the highway with them in that condition. There was a large chunk on the ground and one of the doors was dangling and mangled.
I was amazed as he reattached wires, hammered the bent door so it lay flat enough to screw to the frame, and told me story after story about God’s miraculous keeping as he has driven across the USA. Of course, God sent me a fellow Jesus follower!! We both agreed that God had sent Mr. C to help me in my time of need. I felt very comforted as I was reminded of the times I sat like this with my own Father while he worked on family vehicles. My Father was the person who always worked on the cars, quizzed me on tools, and taught me to drive. If he was still living I knew he would be thrilled that I got an RV and he would’ve been the person I called to come help while I was far from home.
Tears started to fall down my cheeks. I felt so relieved and grateful that God sent Mr. C to help me in place of my Father. I even saw a resemblance to my Dad in Mr. C.’s deep complexion, plain t-shirt plus work jeans combo, and the calm non-judgmental way that he made jokes about how I had just learned an important lesson in driving. I even saw traces of my late Uncle Harold who I miss dearly. I felt that somehow he was also present in the way Mr. C. talked passionately about God’s Word and worth. Using every opportunity to talk about the goodness of Jesus was just how my Uncle lived. There was rarely a moment he didn’t have on a shirt that had a slogan like, “Too blessed to be stressed.” He had a testimony and he wanted people to know the God who loved him like no other.
I imagined the two brothers, my Father and my Uncle, standing in heaven shaking their heads at me and my little collision. I could picture them pulling their baseball caps up in frustration to scratch a close-cropped head and then saying to God, “Well, we can’t just leave her there. You gotta send someone to get her back on the road.” Of course, God would nod in agreement and send some whispers via the Holy Spirit to Mr. C, who looked like my Father and talked like my Uncle, to make sure he did his best to help me.
Mr. C noticed my tears and gave me a hug and a sermon. He told me not to be discouraged, to keep looking forward refusing to look back, and to keep hate out of my heart. He finished the sermon by telling me that I am meant to be a blessing and that God is with me. By the time I climbed back into the driver's seat, I felt a little less shaken. I knew God had been my help. By God’s grace, I had gotten that far and by His grace I was moving farther.
To everyone who knew my Father: You can't tell me that doesn't look like Pastor Mike working on a car in the driveway on a Saturday morning!!
*Yes, I covered his face to be polite. But to be honest I'm not even sure he isn't an angel that didn't already go back to heaven! You couldn't find him if you tried! LOL