"Give it to God and Move On"
"Give it to God and Move On"
Ellen Adell McMahon
Does God WANT this shit?
What is left for me to give?
Friendship sacrificed
to honest intentions
Optimism left on the altar
of contrition
Innocence burned to honor
vulturous deceivers
The cavern in my chest
collapses
in on itself
burying
my heart in stones
When confession causes others pain
Who can I give my burdens to then?
What if there is no God to give this to?
Ellen McMahon is a part-time reluctant worker bee and full-time aspiring artist. When not working her day job, she is writing poetry and plays, sticker journaling, listening to audiobooks and teaching herself to sew. She loves her husband who makes her laugh and their dog Hex. They reside in New Jersey.