The idea of the pre - Gothenburg trip was to self manipulate myself that i will have good time in Gothenburg , and to manufacture nostalgia for places i have never been to before actually going. Due to me always having smth mess up when going to other towns to meet friends , i wanted to manifest that everything will go as planned. Gothenburg and Sweden were chosen only because my friend at the time Boxxie was from there ( he actually isn`t from Gothenburg but that was the town we were going to spend time in the most ) The plan was to meetup and just eat and drink whatever we find in the swedish stores. We were going to just do the most random things we could imagine , go with him on his delivery job , go to a rollercoaster and more. The reason i am saying was is because me and Boxxie arent friends anymore. In the last month of us talking he became very bi polar , started talking with 2 girls , self harming , use drugs and more. One of the girls hated me for reason not known to me with him saying that she talked to me before. I never had her account and when i asked him where have i talked with her ,  he said how it was long ago so he dosen`t remember. The girl was making edits of me with my old pics that i 99% think he sent to her , and he was sending them to me. When i started being mad at him for sending them he was just saying how its not his fault because ,,Cherry made them''. The second girl self harms and made him sh too with him saying that its his fetish now. I expected more from a 21y.o dude but its whatever. I can obviously still go to Gothenburg but its not the same , the Gothenburg trip is already over because of him. I was planning to do a Post - Gothenburg trip ep after the irl trip but now it will never happen.