Form 3 So far

Hai !!!!! Its been so far since I didnt write my blog.

Its been 3 weeks since I have entered Form 3. A lot of things had happened, mochiron!
First, the urge to return to boarding school has been bustling in my mind. But after some time, it disappeared slowly. It's like entering and exiting a room. Maybe I'll think later some time about which school Im going to enter for my SPM journey... My school has been a bummer ರ╭╮ರ ! bro the rules are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On Thursday , 6/3/25 , my perspective and point of view of my daily school life has changed, out of a sudden.. I was getting annoyed by all thoughts of how to get back inside that school and what competitions to enter , etc. In the end , I made up my mind to just redha and sabar with the current enviroment, i.e school and daily life routines. I said to myself , rezeki hanya pada allah , dan aku bertawakal dan redha je lah , sebagai hambanya. Moga2 Allah , Yang Maha Pemurah , Maha penyayang , yang memupnyai 99 nama yang agung , yang tiada dimiliki oleh siapa" pun di dunia ini , moga2 dia meredhai dan merahmati segala apa yang aku telah usahakan selama aku berada di dunia ini... amin... I always say that to myself as a pembakar semangat!!!!! \(^ヮ^)/

before I went to class , that early morning , I had a science presentation w/ my team members. lolz , it was so funny , especially the powerpoint part. You can see it here:

ending - https://1drv.ms/p/s!ArmhDZgi_VJddFWHjVmcBOKsQHM?e=T4E7IV&nav=eyJzSWQiOjI2MSwiY0lkIjozNzU1NTU2ODA3fQ

opening -https://1drv.ms/p/s!ArmhDZgi_VJdaZrEp83nuLcdFps?e=sRfIM1&nav=eyJzSWQiOjI2MywiY0lkIjozMDAwMDcyODQ4fQ

Working w/ opposite genders is so fun , it adds humour to the scene XD

That morning , I , myself too , was doing ASK work when all of my classmates too were doing the same. That is one a memory I will never forget , even though its just a work.. It creates a sense of feeling that , everyone is working together and some of the boys asked me abt coding and all . lolx
That day , i realized , the difference of going to an all-girls school (A) vs going to a school where boys and girls , different races and ethniques (B), is like , REALLTY DIFFERENTR!! i dunno what scenario suites with this but , I can see the difference.. The physcology of a student who lives at school B , will be much more healthy for his/her mental health as the enviroment is easy-going , has lots of noise, and , the atmosphere is so lively , and the never-ending laughs and smiles of the students. If the student has the potential to create friends , he/she will create a sense of feeling that , its fun to go to school. Now , i dont want to compare the difference between school A and school B. But , this is just my opinion and based on my persepctive. From this , I really have the interest to study human physcology , to study about myself and human behaviors...

even though I haven't got any pembangkang / allies i.e close friends , I have recognized my physcology pattern throught these years. the mindset and your point of view/perspective of YOUR LIFE , is important , and cannot be underestimated. This year , I am more matured , and I have BANGKIT after all these years.
It really is hard to explain , but , now i realized I have made a big mistake for myself .

I also have found some improvements in myself too ! Since I have a new samsung phone , I rarely use it for social life , but instead , I use it to search Islamic facts and Islam's way of life to help boost my life to become more better than the years before 2025. Im trying to fight for myself and not become like the old way i used to be. My pinterest and youtube is half of agama kuliah and quran recitation ( ´ ω ` ) ;

as of 7/3/25, Bulan Ramadhan.

Also , since im in bulan ramdhan (BULAN YANG MULIA) , im manifesting to not listen to music , but replace it with Quran rectiation and kuliah. The first week of puasa , I am periodt..... :P so , i zikir and avoid myself from dunya content. I could see myself progressing and making my life better. My youtube watch history isnt so much of funya , and what a relief ;') I will keep mendekatka diri to Allah SWT!!! ＼(⁀▽⁀ )／ Insyaallah , i will develop a healthy mindset for myself .

For today , 7/3/24 , Lagu Untukmu by Uncle Hussein played at RADIO TODAY!!!! at around 6 a.m. bro , you know what i will do when this song plays.. hehe.. (◠‿・)—☆
its no 0ther than....
BERKHAYAL SAIKONIKA SCENARIOZ AND AMV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lolx , trend(?) anak mude skrg XD. mesti , ade punyaa people my age buat mcam ni kalau diorang terdedah dgn domestic animation yang orang kafir buat... ┐(‘～`)┌ etc. eddsworld , tomska
Dalam kereta , selalu aku berkhayal pasal future animation prohject aku yang dirancang nak tayang dekat TV3 (INSYAALLAH SATU HARI!!!!!!) , Saikonika. Panjng cerita noh kalau nak bagitau.

Lagu tu syok sangat utk dengar , pastu , atmosphere lagu tu memang macam... keadaan merunsing ,dan dia buat feeeling pendengar tu ... entahla nak kata , feeling tu taktahu nak decribe xp

fuh.. memang music video dia terbaik.., scene highway semua tu memang sangat fitting. Aku pun , sambil berkhayal tu , nak jadikan lagu ni sebagai ending Saikonika haha. sesuai sangat.

Aduh , esok , aku kena pi sekolah lagi.. haish... kena berhadapan dengn si antagonis "A" !!!!!!!! dahle pfp pun , memang sesuai dengan gelaran yg aku bagi tu.