Thought After

Verse 1:

Insensitive, selfish and a disgrace, but at least you had a love, to lose in the first place

I have nothing, to hold onto, in the giant pool, I’ll drown alone

Bridge 1:

I can’t fathom ever not having both of you right there

But someday it’s bound to occur

So I’ll not waste this time, no I’ll not waste this time

And when one of you goes

Verse 2:

Keep reverting back, to old behaviours, starting the sober tally, all over again.

I know when I’m not wanted, I want to be wanted, I want to be wanted, want to be wanted.

Bridge 2:

It’s not all that bad, if I compare myself to another

Who’s done cocaine, and many other drugs.

But I can only compare, myself to myself

And that’s where the misery stops.

Yeah it stops, on myself.