another song from the deleted ep. this one is a lot different, but it's still very sad and very dear to me. i wrote it the day after i found out my grandmother passed away, and my heart was absolutely broken. i named it after her, as her middle name is matilda. i couldn't really form tears, but writing her a song was a vent for me. i ended up privating it, as i began to feel like the song was sh!tty, and i felt like she deserved better.

here's a good 'ol nirvana cover.

okay so... i don't really know where to begin with this one. i was pulling an all-nighter to reset my sleeping schedule and i had too much coffee that day. i don't know what i was thinking nor why i picked the name "lunch tray records," and i am truly sorry for creating this.