This is a tribute to the memory of Janice Sommese--the main reason I am a writer. She was the one who noticed my flair and encouraged me to pursue and refine it. Without her, there would be no books, and I doubt I would have gone far with my poetry.
She was one of the few people who truly understood me and one of the very few I could depend on and be myself around. While I know that she is with the Lord, gabbing with Him and telling jokes, her passing has left a hole in me that will take time to refill. From now on, whenever I type a composition, it will be to her memory, and the next hymn and book I write will be dedicated to her.
Ms. Sommese, if you can hear me, I'll always love you.
I wrote this poem to you. I hope you like it.
It torments me to say goodbye
My confidant, my stout ally
I yearn for your wisdom, steadfast and wry
One more time.
I miss our talks about teenage years
Your spicy car, my callous peers
I'd cherish your comfort through my tears
One more time.
On dreary days of deep distress
You gave me hope with your finesse
If only I could feel your kind largess
One more time.
Oh, what I'd give, with so much glee
To analyze fiction and philosophy
Over galumpkis, fried ice cream, and oolong tea
One more time.
To hear your passions, well-endowed
And welcome the stranger in a crowd
And tell me how I've made your proud
One more time.
I know you need your much-earned rest
I know the Father knows what's best
Your memory will bring me peace
All the time.