I find solace in graveyards at night.
There’s a sacred stillness in lying alone beneath a sky cloaked in stars,
where a thousand silent corpses sleep beneath the soil,
And only my lungs dare disturb the hush of death.
The air is cold — but only to me.
I am the sole witness to the wind’s whisper,
the last remnant of breath in a realm where breath has long abandoned its hosts.
Here, it feels as if the world has ended —
not with a bang, but with a gentle exhale at the graveyard’s gate.
Stone after stone —
etched names, forgotten faces,
stories once vibrant now surrendered to decay.
Yet their silence screams louder than any living voice.
The past rests loudly beneath me,
and I lie atop it, skin brushing earth, heart against history.
Above me, the moon hangs in quiet indifference.
Stars shimmer as if to remind me — you are alive.
What a rare, strange miracle it is — to still feel,
to still hurt,
to still be.
But then — why does it ache to breathe?
Why do my lungs clench,
as if unseen hands wrap tighter each time I draw air?
Hands that hesitate,
not out of mercy, but from fear of consequence —
a killer too conscious to commit.
So I ask — who holds my throat?
Whose grip denies me peace?
Could it be… me?
Have I always been both prisoner and jailer,
victim and executioner,
the one pleading for mercy
and the one refusing to give it?