Hi, most people call me Julie. I grew up in the Salinas Valley, a region rich in agriculture and famously known as the "salad bowl of the world" for feeding millions globally. It's also home to California's largest rodeo and the birthplace of John Steinbeck, where many of his novels take place. I am a third-generation Mexican-American. My parents and grandparents made countless sacrifices to ensure I had the opportunities I have today. One of the things I am most grateful to have preserved from my heritage are the language and the tradition of horseback riding. I am very happy to carry forward the work of my ancestors in everything I do.
Last spring, I graduated from California Polytechnic State University SLO with a degree in Wine and Viticulture, concentrating in Enology. Carrusel was born during my sophomore year at Cal Poly on a busy bottling day in the Santa Lucia Mountains. It was near the end of my first internship, and amid the chaos, I would turn to my boss, Miguel Lepe, with countless questions about his journey as a winemaker and the path that led him to create Lepe Cellars. With the sound of glass shuffling and mechanical noises filling the winery, he turned to me and asked, "How would you like to make your own wine?" Not knowing exactly what to expect, I said yes! I've been working on this project ever since, and I have learned and grown tremendously since the fall of 2022.
The following harvest, in 2023, I worked at DAOU in Paso Robles as a Vineyard Analytics Intern. I walked countless steps up and down the steepest vineyards I had ever seen. Witnessing the berries ripen, my heart grew fond of vineyard analytics.
In the fall of 2024, I worked at Talley Vineyards. There was something about starting the day at 4 a.m. that made the smallest things seem incredibly silly. I learned a great deal about natural fermentations as they embrace traditional Burgundian-style winemaking.
you've made it this far,
here's my poetry portfolio...
just for fun
Pay Attention to what you pay attention to.
Amy Krouse Rosenthal
Poetry invites us to examine our inner world — everything we think we are. When I read poetry, I question my perception of the world, a process invaluable in revealing our true essence to ourselves and our community. Through poetry, I hope to discover common experiences we may not realize are universal. I also hope to uncover parts of this world that often go unexamined, but feel like magic if we take a moment to look at them. For example, a flower or a tree standing tall. They exist, are beaming with life, and support mind-blowing processes humans happen to be able to understand. We may be able to reduce a tree down to its chemical compounds and processes that sustain life. Even in ourselves, fascinating processes occur constantly: the blood circulating through our body and the biochemical reactions shaping our perception — all of which we did not have to learn but intuitively know. We may be able to reduce anything to chemical compounds and atoms, but all this knowledge is useless without acknowledging the essence of Love in everything and everyone around us.
I am out with lanterns looking for myself
Emily Dickinson
Born between rosemary and leather,
between heavy reins and a tender touch
palomas turned to doves,
chuparrosas to hummingbirds
Batons slipped through hands
from generation to generation
Each taught the next to maneuver and
balance
before fingers overlapped, and strength
fathomed
any limit
Nina Luz,
How is it – a woman
With such a grounded presence
Felt so alone and isolated?
You wished for your feet to be back, near
ciruelos you’d fly to in May
harvest and sun-dry
and return in June
to hand us sweet pieces of your homeland
Who told you
to pour your sorrows
onto curious
trinkets, cats,
intricate embroidery,
pothos, and sketchbooks?
Who told to you
hummingbirds
sucking nectar from purple milkweed
offer the simplest form of joy?
Nina Tacha, How
Did you pave your way?
first person in your municipality
to offer rural children an education
and extending a home to students who lived far away
How did you keep your spirit alive for 105 years?
You’d offer 6-year-old me coffee then
But now sounds changed form
I tread in darkness
holding bristled reins gingerly
Was it ever any different?
I wish to tell you hooves still hit the earth in the same rhythm,
the birds still sing their songs
and the knife chopping into a wooden cutting board
still sows love
happiness meets the tongue
love enhanced by the fruit of the Earth,
astringent when taken for granted
grasping the knot at my throat
I listen in hopes to find you
In wind, ocean waves, maybe the flaps of a bird
To extend into my chest
And say
Thank You
Taken aback, taken out
of comfort; of mind
my soul reaches--- for a moment
to make sense of
In Mountains and Hills,
And all the little ways to traverse them
I grasp for connection,
for a possibility of pure love
my little heart plays
a frequency
of bees humming
knowing my only safety:
a rope with a little slack
my own balance
and concentration
slipping out
of
the
beat
marked by the small arm on the clock
while I am alive
is the only option
I walk the line comfortably
Paved by mentors and opportunity, it stretches out far and wide for me
Still, I trip
Over first world problems, I let them chip at me.
My Tia Marina walks a tight rope,
Her road chipped away by tumors.
She follows guardian angels
through fleeting moments
She balances gracefully,
with a newfound twinkle in her eyes.
I see shattered glass
and I think of the cost
Instead, she declares,
the first, last, and only bottle that shattered,
the final touch of a golden paintbrush
how much does your heart weigh?
is it heavy or light?
give it to me
did you grow up watching cartoons on Saturdays?
shhh, don't look
at the abyss
Look down
your watch reads:
you're late.
you hear it?
precious time ticking
give it to me
I'll pay you for it
it's weight in gold
And in return you get
to sit
In a lobby reserved just for you
Follow the biochemical loop
Wait time indefinite
Your every need, catered for.
restlessness included.
you won't notice it after some time.
But there it is,
for you
Sitting
in a dusty pizza parlor
Antiquated arcade games spewing out
ominous songs we might’ve
gotten
sucked
into,
in an alternate reality
Today we sit in this little booth
8 years of friendship stretched across a tiny wooden table
In between stained glass and an old safe
Between San Luis Obispo and Santa Barbara
Before it was just Salinas, but now,
Green everywhere
Green mountains
Green rug and seats and light fixtures
Green pants you thrifted
I get to see the new life you’ve made
Accents of walnut corners
walnut walls, tables, and frames
This nook was waiting for us
We laugh at the tables
We laugh at the lanterns too
Lanterns
We’ve been carrying
Into dark corners
Following shadows
Not to dwell in
But to pull into the light
Under a February full moon
The smallest full moon of the year
I encounter the community you’ve built,
of friends who match your quirkiness,
and the light they carry,
It’s just like ours
Suddenly we are kids again
Yet this time we are unafraid
Of the lanterns we've had to carry
to get here
As a matter of fact, right now,
they don’t even exist
All I see are
beams
bouncing off the walls, and into
the hearts we bear
gentle scents caress
my perceptions
tart wildberries
velvet moss
birds chirping overhead
creeks flowing
photons pierce through whispering oak leaves
to a percolating batter
a fluff of organic matter
cycling elements
You remind me of worlds in—
conceivable and perceivable
—and out
I follow you into the garden
around the corner
of the sensory thresholds this world has to offer
You see, I rely on my senses
only 5: touch, sight, hear, smell, taste
within taste, again, only 5: sweet, salty, bitter, umami
combine senses Taste & Smell
unlock hundreds of aroma compounds
a floating symphony
floral and vanilla
mingle and intertwine into one:
Chocolate!
Oh the limitations of the senses,
but also the power!
Angels,
you speak to me
You sing and paint to me in this garden
You put my senses in a trance
But still, I may trip,
falling out of your presence
if I fail to see
Matter turns to Light
Just as Light turned to Matter,
And into you,
may I be absorbed
Now,
and again
And then again, when the time comes
Three weeks ago a woman asked me a question I couldn't
answer
Two nights ago it was Christmas And I held, in my heart, A
secret conviction
My friends My dear old friends Just as strange And
peculiar As me And well I laughed and rest assured My
heart is full
So my peculiar self slipped Out into the night Assured
Secret No longer The evening simple And pure
Slipped into nothingness And rest assured Hearts were
humming nearby And I listened I was there