It concerns me that the Jesus movement, evangelicalism, white supremacy, zealous groups linked to hate and racism, worship this God who sacrificed his blood and gave the gospel to save the poor and meek. They have abandoned their god. I paint this as a former Catholic who deeply believes in the stuff in Matthew 23-25. Who gazed upon the face of Mary and believed deeply until I was told I was going to Hell for being queer over and over. I know God doesn't make mistakes, so that's just poppycock. I was raised to do good but I heard over and over “where you there/when they nailed him to the cross...took him from the cross...laid him in the tomb?” I don’t think these christians know him any more, it makes me sad. I think God is the universe and Christ is the universality. I think we are all one entity, a single organism, a great plasma swirling and made of starstuffs

and it's florescent.

Again, You call yourself Christians. Fuck the Proud Boys, Fuck Trump. January 6th was a criminal atrocity and sickening. I was completely traumatized by it, but not surprised. Sadly. The nails are nails, the blood is and the cloth is from masks I made while 45 let hundreds of thousands of people die, Jesus hand is made of basic verses a person should grasp should one call oneself a christian. Yes, essentially the same painting as “the Weight of the Light”. I think I’m still working it out. I'm with the mourners and the marchers for peace.