I was born with a love for the arts. It is in my bones. It is who I am. I learned at a young age how to express my feelings through dance. Soon that movement of my body turned into moving a pencil or a paint brush. As I grew, I continued to explore various art forms. I realized that with each creative movement, I uncovered another part of me. I find myself pouring my heart and soul into it, desiring to express myself in a way that not only makes me a better artist, but also inspires others. My creativity doesn’t stop with drawing and painting. Most recently, I learned to sew my own clothing designs. My outlet and coping mechanism is finding new ways to express my creativity through the simple act of creation.
A few years ago I started struggling with anxiety. I know God blessed me with this passion for art for a reason because it is the only thing that has helped me. It calms me when I'm anxious and helps me to breathe when I feel like I'm suffocating. When I realized how beneficial art was for my mental health, it sparked an idea of helping others do the same. I began to believe, if others could know the extent of how healing art could be, many people's lives could be redeemed from what was holding them back.
As an artist in our society, I see things differently than most people I know. Being an artist has helped me to grow in ways I did not even know were possible. Art has gotten me through the hardest times and helped me be able to stop thinking about the world around me. I am an overthinker and someone who often gets anxious in social situations. While at times art helps me to let go, it also helps me take in the world around me with a diffrent eye. I see things in more detail than most, and I am often able to realize that the things I am stressing about do not truly matter in the grand scheme of things. Through my art I am able to breathe and take in the world around me.
-Sydney Crawford