Transformations

Summary of Self Discovery - John Mcintosh

• Make the choice to be FREE - NO MATTER WHAT.
• DECLAIR who you are as God by saying "I AM THAT I AM".
• Stay OPEN and LISTEN for the next conditioning that is ready to be transformed.
• FEEL fully everything that comes up ... all the anger, rage, shame, guilt, remorse - everything and say "Yes" to all of it, even the feeling to say "No" to any of it, say "Yes" to the "No" as well.
• Once the feelings subside, EMBRACE everything that came up as aspects of ALL THAT IS - God - After that GRACE, Love in Action, takes over and transforms the conditioning back into nothingness from which it came.

This is the incredible and lightning fast power of Self Discovery that reveals the Freedom You Are.

When you have gone through this experience just once it is impossible to ever see or believe that your conditioning defines who you are again. You step off the stage as the puppet of the small self, which is nothing more than conditioning, and into the audience, Free, as the Self Observing as witness the dream movie being enacted.

• - John McIntosh

Scared, Afraid and Dishonest

I am scared, afraid and dishonest.

I am out in this world all alone.

How am I going to survive?

I’m not concerned with living fully and freely.

I’m concerned with staying alive.

I cannot express how I feel.

There is no one that cares how I feel, anyway

… or how anybody feels.

It’s all about survival and

the fear of being beaten to death or starving to death.

So, I am dishonest about my feelings.

Dishonest to myself and dishonest to others,

Denying to myself and others that I have any feelings at all.

As far as the world and myself are concerned,

… I don’t have any feelings at all.

Feelings are not of any import in this world.

You get shamed and ridiculed for having them.

“Stop bringing them up!”

“They don’t count and you don’t count.”

I don’t like the feelings of being scared, afraid and alone but

Who cares? . . . Get over it !

Or

Just be . . . Scared, Afraid and Alone

. . . and merge with it

. . . absorb it . . . feel it . . . all of it . . .

And that’s what I Am – Scared, Afraid and Alone.

Scared, Afraid and Alone . . .

Scared, Afraid and Alone . . .

Scared, Afraid and Alone . . .

. . . and I’m feeling it.

3 marriages did not make it go away,

So now . . .

I’m in it.

Scared, Afraid and Alone . . .

Scared, Afraid and Alone . . .

And . . .

It’s melting away

S a e d, A r I d and A o e . . .

S r d, fr d and A o . . .

S, A and lo . . .

and . . .

. . .