6/19/2025

I've been getting into the Indie Web, and so far, it's been fun. I've also been watching these YouTube videos about how much better the older internet was. I never got to experience the older internet. I didn't have regular internet access till around 2016, and by then the super cool, ultra customizable, personal websites were becoming less common.

We did have a family computer that we had to share at one point when I was little, but at the time, I didn't know the internet existed, so I only used it for MS Paint.

I wonder if the early internet was truly as great as these YouTuber's make it out to have been, or are they all wearing rose tinted glasses?

Sometimes I feel like a worthless human being.

UGH! I tried to link my YouTube playlist to this site, but it wouldn't workkkk... Oh well... I'll figure something out.

I just remembered! I'm going to see the live action How To Train Your Dragon in theatres with my oldest sister! I doubt it'll be any good, but it'll be a good way to spend time with my sister and get out of the house for a bit.

I hate how late I sleep in, but I love staying up...

I helped my sister move some of her stuff out of the basement. For a reward, she's buying me lunch tomorrow!

I hate myself. I wish I could cut right now, but I have a doctor's appointment soon. I'll just settle for hitting myself I guess... I wonder when my parents will get me a therapist. I asked for one a bit ago, but we haven't talked about therapy since. Maybe I should check up on that.

I don't understand... when someone asks me to do something, when do I have the right to say no? Do I ever have the right? Is it only with certain things? Or with certain people? I mean, I know that if a stranger asks you to do something creepy, you can say no. I think the problem is that some people will ask you to do something as a way to demand you to do something, so when someone is genuinely asking you to do something, you can't tell if you actually have a choice.

6/20/2025

I start my entries with "I" too much... Am I a narcissist???

6/23/2025

I'M LEARNING HTML AND CSS AND I HAVE A BETTER WEBHOSTING SITE AHHHHH I'M MAKING IT ON NEKOWEB AHHH I'M EXCITED AND I HOPE I HAVE ENOGH STORAGE TO DO WHAT I WANT ON THERE AHHHHHH

I'm thinking of going for a sketchbook theme for my new site? Or maybe I'll go with no theme in mind and just do whatever I think is cool. Yeah, I think I'll do that for awhile...