How literature shaped me

What can we say for this beauty that came in my life that is literature. First that i would like to say, I was completly ignored by some family members as i choose Arts as the main stream. but we were living with arts from 11th standard not only studying. And Literature and arts are not supposed to be studied. it must be taken as the part of life. It has sometimes no reason how it affected me in away. Aura that matches to my surrounding it becomes "feeling good" which literature provides. If we are ignored as we are the person of arts or literature it is only our fault because many who are not supposed to be lover or admirer of arts or literature comes into this stream and makes it A NORMAL but it is not the cup of tea of all. second we have the image that literature students do not study they only study on exams. i think who reads a lot as the engineer student works so we are making our image and it would be changed in society if we take literature seriously. And journey is not ended i want to take it serious so.

I know that first book i read and i like much is Samudi by Yogesh Joshi, then Paralysis and some more. It gave the feeling that of aesthetic. Then i reminder my sir's words "Literature is not to be studied but to be felt".

Perhaps I am not Like my family members because i think as literature has taught me. and my views are not matched with them it is the gab between normal person and literature person.some people who are in touch like some teachers they from 5 years suggesting me the same they are still there but my thoughts are changed with literature.

it is not like that literature has only good effects on us but when literature becomes a competition taken by people. we loose ourselves as some gains the achievement at the cost of lossing the relation. But literature tells me, there is a world beyond this broken friendship and relations there you would establish a new relation, a new friendship. and it gives the thinking to move forward.