Mr. Rigney
Here in class, late in the day
Eyes on the prize:
outside
a something devoutly to be wished
that is not this
not another task
another exercise
in frustration
interpretation
explanation
explication. . . confusion
another contusion to the imagination
another blow to the head
put me, please, into the concussion protocol
from all these words, all these
images, all these things I’m
supposed to know.
I’m sick of feeling small, like I don’t know, like they’re all so bigger than me,
better, inside their books, inside their words, lying in wait for some test, a quiz, some assessment I can never pass.
What if it could be something else?
If it
just shows up there, like a quarter on the sidewalk,
useful, unexpected, and mostly guilt-free—
just there, being itself, doing its thing, and me,
just there, too, enjoying the beauty
of something small—
a chance at something new today,
a prize, surprise,
no test, no quiz, just me and them
a poem.