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03/03/2025 ~ 3PM
03/03/2025 ~ 3PM
first blog! in anatomy class right now, sage showed me how to make a website so i really wanted to try and make a blog! i will TRY to make this blog as consistent as i can, but honestly, no promises ! now, let me introduce myself :)
my name is leilany, and i'm a sophomore. my school is an audition based high school for the arts. my major is visual arts, but there's a bunch of other majors to choose from. some things i love are listening to music, scrolling on Pinterest, watching random tv shows or commentary videos on youtube, reading either romance novels or thriller mysteries, building legos because, duh, they're freaking amazing, and I love, love, love doing my makeup. it might be on of my favorite pastimes. i mean, i think I'm pretty a pretty kool kat, if i do say so myself. now, lets get onto the actual blog portion of the blog, lol.
4:44PM, at home now !
today kinda felt fake, i think. it was kinda almost like an out of body type of thing, you know? as if i was a shell of myself the whole day, observing what I'm saying instead of saying it all by myself? I'm not sure how to explain it. i am currently laying in bed, just here because i have nothing else to do. i really wanted to go to a musical jazz show the instrumental majors at school are doing tonight, but i definitely can't because my mom won't let me go out right now (grounded lolz) T-T anyways, school was pretty boring, and home is too. tonight i have to help my older sister with a photography assignment that she has for one of her college classes. i can't wait for her to send me the pictures that we took so i can post them, they're gonna be sooo cute!!! i kinda just want to sleep tho. i am so, so exhausted recently (mentally and physically). maybe that's why school felt the way it did today. not sure. i probably have school work i should be doing right now, but i can't remember what, and i don't want to get up right now, so i'll do it later if i remember to do it. i wonder if i can make it so the website can have a comment section? that would be super cool! i would love to be able to communicate with people reading this BS, even if theres probably gonna be a total of 3 people who read this blog once and then will never read it again. if anything interesting happens tonight, i'll update the blog, but thats kinda unlikely. so, goodbye, reader! have a great night 😛
03/04/2025 ~ 9AM
03/04/2025 ~ 9AM
i woke up 10 freaking minutes before the bus came today, I literally look like a straight BUM today. the school day was fairly peaceful, just really boring, but I got a lot of classwork turned in, so a win is a win, ya know? after I got home, i started working on a mini-memoir that I am working on for my literary analysis class, which has an 800 freaking word count minimum! i still only have 448 words, but I think by tomorrow since i have that class I can get it done in that time period (I hope). after I worked on that a bit, we went to go pick up my 2 year old nephew from daycare. that kid is genuinely my pride and joy, the only reason I have to continue living, if I'm being completely honest. i love that kid to death!!! well, back to my daily debrief. i just got out of an everything shower. fun fact about me, I genuinely cant stand body hair anywhere on me unless its on my head, so i have to shave every 2-3 days to keep my sanity. also, who was gonna tell me that silk press season was pretty much over bc its almost spring and its gonna get so humid ugh. like, time to pull out my curl products i guess... so annoying. now I'm gonna do some skin care, and I'm gonna make myself a cute little press on nail set since I feel prettier when I have some length, since my fingers are super stubby 😭 I cant wait to go to sleep, it has to be one of my favorite activities. sorry for the shortish blog today, it was just very uneventful. msg me on my socials for topics that i should talk abt to make this more interesting!!! goodbye reader! have an outstanding night!
03/07/2025 ~ 10:45AM
03/07/2025 ~ 10:45AM
yesterday, i was so, so, so freaking sick, or at least i thought i was, but it turns out it was just PMS kicking my butt. guess freaking what, guys? my mom broke my fucking school laptop while it was in her care yesterday (she took it with her to work bc she didn't want me on it or wtv, shes a weirdo), and now I HAVE TO PAY A FINE. guys i love my home life so much (get me OUT OF HERE)! i am genuinely so pissed of rn, i have no words. like, what was she doing with it that she literally broke the screen? like girl, come on. i swear to God if she makes me pay the fine, i will go crazy, bc it literally wasn't even me, and also, I'M BROKE? its just def something she would do, i bet shes gonna blame it on me to, even though i didn't even touch my laptop a single time yesterday. i am so excited to turn 18 so i can finally get out of this house. anywho, i need a job. i was recently reached out to by a job i applied to, which is really exciting! i can't wait to start working, bc i need money for college and my dream car, a convertible volkswagen beetle! i also still need to get my permit, but my mom says that "everything is a privilege that i have to earn." working (even though shes the one hastling me to get a job) is a privilege, driving is a privilege (another thing she wants me to do, though i agree that its not a right to drive), even having my phone is a privilege (another thing i agree with, I'm just pissed that she took my phone again). i am genuinely just so exhausted and tired of this all. i don't even know what to do anymore. it kinda just feels like every week is the same, no changes in anything around me. i want to dye my hair again, the purple I dyed it before faded out really quickly and it came out so much lighter than I wanted it to look, so once my mom is off of her high horse, I will get some darker purple hair dye and shlap it on my head. i think i just need some change it my life, everything is just to bland and boring. now i'm in anatomy class (one of m y artistic major classes) and oh my god, my cramps are KILLING me. i feel like my insides are being ripped out I'm in so much freaking pain, i might go down to the nurse to ask for some midol or smth bc this is not okay guys. i can't wait to go home and lay down finally, i can't take its y'all.
03/10/2025 ~ 10AM
03/10/2025 ~ 10AM
I woke up late for school again, but my bus got to my house over 30 minutes late, so everything worked out fine, i guess! i still have my phone taken away, bummer, but my weekend was pretty good. on saturday, i gave myself a trim and cut my bangs again, and then dyed my hair with manic panic deadly nightshade, and i think it actually looks really good (manic panic sponser me?) its like a purple black, i'll put a picture of it in the post somewhere. on sunday, i went to church for 11AM service, it was pretty boring and for some reason, the pastor kept talking abt trump and like, ew, gross, i hate that guy, yk? after, i went to visit my moms husband because they're separated, but i still consider him my stepdad and hes my little sisters dad (not biologically, but he raised her) and we went to see my cats that he fucking stole when he left, and we also saw our chickens, which was nice bc i helped raised them and i was happy that he didn't eat them yet. the chicken i named is named tweety, i miss him :c i just took a test in my us history honors, and i probably failed, but i hope and pray that i didn't. he tends to give extra credit at the end of each marking period so i hope he does that this time to, bcuz i have the feeling im gonna need it!!! alright, i left for a while and now im in practicum, basically study hall but for art, but i never do anything in this class anyways. i am soooooo tired right now, i barely slept at all last night because i was reading 😭 im so damn bored in this class, i just wanna go somewhere else. anywho, if anything interesting happens for the rest of the day, i'll update :)
03/17/2025 ~ 9:45AM
03/17/2025 ~ 9:45AM
sorry for being really inconsistent, if anyone actually reads this. it was a very hectic week last week, and shit was all over the place. first off, I'M EMPLOYED! thats exciting for me :) life has been kinda tricky recently, and shit is kinda goin down. theres really not much to say about last week because last week was kind of a blur if im being completely honest. sorry i can't say anything interesting that happened, everyday has kind of been the same for the past however long its been.
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