So today, I accidentally left my chromebook at home so i'm making this entry on the youth center computers.

Anyways, I got the, "The diary of anne frank" at the school library so i'm going to read that.

And also at the youth center I played some volleyball and got some basketball tips from this one dude.

So today there was this national alarm that happened and everyone thought it was gonna be loud as fuck but...

It honestly fucking SUCKED man.

Like, I'm not kidding. It was like Beep, beep, beep  and that shit is supposed to be on full volume!!!! 

 So yeah it sucked. Bye!!!

So I've had this idea for a rhythm game for a while now. I think I might make it on Scratch, (Yes, that little website.) But I'm not that advanced in it so I'll probably have to look up tutorials and such.

Anyways, I've been watching tokaku videos all day and playing tetris and rhythm games and such. I think I like rhythm games, I don't know, is it just me? haha, I'm so funny. 

IT'S BEEN ONE MONTH SINCE THIS BLOG HAS BEEN UP!

A lot has happened throughout the month, because I have to move soon, halloween is coming up, yeahhhhhhh... 

Also this is the first time i've done two entries back to back like this.

(Also technically yesterday was the anniversary but whatever...)

So I made an art tournament yesterday and I got 11 people to join.

Hi, it's been a pretty weird winter break. my birthday is in 36 days, and now I'm making a book. For christmas I got a speaker, a mouse, lego set, new controller, a Pink Floyd t-shirt and sweater, and some other stuff I can't think of right now.

Happy Late New Year! 

My spirit box came in the mail today! It's really cool, and I've tried doing the Estes method, and we've got some pretty good things. How the Estes method works is that you are sensory deprived of sight and sound, besides the audio coming in from the spirit box through the headphones, so that you can't hear anything that can sway you to perceive the audio differently. The questionnaire(s) ask the person with the headphones on, or rather the spirits communicating through the spirit box, questions. But anyways I tried a session and mom asked questions, and when she asked for a name I said Tom, which is pretty cool.

The spirit box also has a built in flashlight and temperature reader. It was 80 dollars. 

:)

Today is the 5 month anniversary of  having this site up, and also I'm sick with the 'VID. (covid)

I've been reading fan-fictions all day, and I had the smart idea of making my own fanfic site! I'm really sick right now so I can't stare at screens too long without having a headache, so I'll end this entry here.

Something crazy I found out today is that when my great-grandma was mayor of Stoughton, she had a secretary and that secretary had 50 gigabytes, on his work computer, of child p**n. THAT'S FAWKING WILD DUDE.

Hello, my birthday was yesterday and I got all three Batman Arkham games, with all the DLC in a bundle, because the bundle was on sale for $8.99. Also, today I'm going to do my pinata which is cool.

Does this count as journaling for my genius hour thing? I'm assuming so, because this is like a journal and I keep track with it frequently (Well, I wouldn't say that frequently) and it's writing about your thoughts.

Doe's anybody feel like you think one thing is good, but once you show someone else it feels dumb? And then on-top of that, if you show your work to the wrong person they might think it's fucking stupid. My haircut looks good to me, until I haven't showered in like two days and it becomes flat so it looks gross, but when my hair isn't look like that I think it looks okay but then people say it's horrible and that my forehead is giant when their forehead is larger. Also, people are dumb because anybody who keeps to themselves and doesn't sell their secrets away and don't get involved in drama are "emo" or "weird" and I think there the weird ones that want to know everyone's biz.

One time I told someone about how my mom listens to electronic music, and some preppy bitch said, "Ooo, I'm sorry..." Like what the fuck do you mean? What's wrong with electronic music? It's probably more original than same white girl lyrics about going to a party with some brain rotting chorus and boring drum loop with some melody that loops fucking 100 times. (If you can't tell, I'm talking about Taylor Swift) Yall' should listen to They Might Be Giants, they're cool.

Also, what's up with straight men (Middle school boys) being obsessed with people who are homosexuals or lesbians or anything that's not someone who has a buzz cut and some cringy ass sweatshirt, and someone who's obsessed with Football or Soccer. And then the stupid white girls giggle anytime you pass by them because you look "emo" apparently. But what I was going to say is that one time I was the youth center in my town and I was playing basketball with some boys who go to my school (I like playing basketball because I like running around the gym) and we all took a break, and they asked me, "Why is your hair so long?" I replied with, "Because I like it long." They asked me, "Do you want to be a girl." Which is the dumbest shit in my life I've ever been asked. I replied with "No, I like being a male." They asked, "So your gay, who do you have a crush on?" I replied with, "First, I like boys and girls, and second, I don't really like anyone." They said, "There no way you don't like anyone else, it's probably that other gay kid." [His name is Isaak, and he's BI, and he has stated liking to me but I politely declined]  I said, "It's not." Then they ignored me and started talking about cum and jacking off. People are weird.

Also, one thing I've noticed is that with most my crushes I forced myself to like someone I know so I didn't feel left out and had a crush so that I could tell people about because, "That's what people do!" But anyways, I've had four crushes and one "Relationship." The four crushes I had were forced because everyone else had a crush, so why don't I have one! And the one relationship was back in fourth grade with some girl named Crystal. She was nice, and the most we ever did was hold hands together. I wouldn't say I'm Asexual because I think some men are hot, and some women are hot too. Also one thing I think people mix with people being BI is that you prefer one gender over the other, like one of my good friend's who's also BI asked me, "What gender do you prefer more?" I answered, "What do you mean?" She said, "Like do you like men 60% and women 40% or something different." I explained to her that's not how bisexuality works and it's about how you can love whoever you want, and she kind of stopped talking to me about the topic.

I wonder how many people will see this? And how many grammar mistakes there are. If I become famous for these things will they make a book about it? I wonder how much the editor's are gonna have to edit. Oh, if this does become famous this is a note to the editors and everyone who would hypothetically work on the book, leave everything in don't scrap anything from these. Also if you scrap anything don't scrap anything in this part, and put this in the beginning of the book as a foreword or something. This whole paragraph, I mean it. Also tell Wes Anderson he's a really good director, Finn Wolfhard is a really good actor, They Might Be Giants is a really good band, and that my family is the best family I could ever have.  Also the greatest movies I have watched are Asteroid City and Everything Everywhere All At Once. Also sorry for all the students who are forced to read this by your english teacher. Btw the editors should keep the swear words because they really add to the experience ;). Anyways, a toast to all the other little shits who relate to this hypothetical book that is my life.

This is Alex, and possibly my longest entry I've ever written. I could write longer honestly with all the shit that's gone down in my life. :3

I made an email to everyone I could think of at the time of writing the email, and now i'm being made fun for it and being called a beggar and a wanna-be drake. (Which is strange, because my music is nothing in the style of Drake) 

There is also a rumor spreading around where I jack off to men whimpering, and I just filled out a bullying and harassment due to two events that happened today. But how I found out about that rumor is in one gym class, some group of "popular" kids came up to me and said, "You jack off to men moaning?" And I denied that because it's not true, but they kept saying I probably do it anyways and that I'm lying. Then another day, one of the kids from that group is in my math class and I was listening to music, and they asked what I was listening too. I didn't want to share because they would probably think it's cringy or some shit. He walked off saying, "Whatever, it's probably men whimpering." Then today it was gym again, and there is this badminton tournament and me and my friends got out so they brought out the bleachers for the teams that got out so me and my friends were sitting in the middle of the bleachers. That group of kids were at the left side of the bleachers and they yelled, "Gay bitch!" at me.

So yeah, I'm being bullied or harassed I don't even know.

Yeah um I don't know why the title is a different colour, I think the theme is weird. 

I made a new page called video diary and it's like these but with visuals and maybe a bit more/less boring. Also, the first video is like eighteen minutes long so... yeah. Anyways, I might be going to an online school.