Starting Out

We all have to start somewhere.

When I took my first computer class I had never touched a computer before, and I was lost.  I would follow the written instructions for editing and running a program, but it really didn't make sense to me.  Another guy in the department, Joel,  gave me a lot of help, patiently explaining ideas.  I was at an event recently and Joel was there, so I had the chance to thank him again.

Dale Reed (left) with Joel (right)

I think I would seriously not have made it as a CS major without his help at the beginning.  I went on to major in CS, work in the field and get my Masters and Ph.D. degrees.  Without Joel my career might have all ended up very differently:

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This month I was talking with a previous student, who now works at Google.  She had been going through her early journal entries made when she was starting out as a CS student at UIC.  Here are a few of them from when she took CS 141 with me at UIC:

Describing the above post, she writes: "we had to ... find words in a 4x4 array - basically two for loops."

Below is another one of her posts where she describes more "early learning C for the first time failures":

In the post below she reflects on "when I couldn't figure out how freeing pointers worked and thought that since I didn't free them, the memory on my computer was gone forever":

You know that feeling in class when you feel like everyone else in the room knows what is going on, but you don't?  Often that happens when other people have a lot more experience than you do.  There is even a name for this: "preparatory privilege."  That's when it seems like others are "smarter," but really it is just that they have more preparation.

So, hang in there.  Stick with it.  Ask questions.  Form a study group.  Have no shame and ask all your questions.  Get your money's worth.  Press in and figure it out.  Be patient.  You too can get there!